Saturday, August 22, 2009
I am a free-thinker.
I believe that there is a god. He created all the beautiful things around us. He created things and left them there for us to discover. It is just like how Thomas Alva Edison found electricity.
I met Jo a couple of days back. ( Was it a couple of days back?? I can't seem to remember )
I was commenting on how lost & confused I feel sometimes.
The-Re: Hey.. Why is it that whenever I need help, I turn to Christ? Do I believe in him? But then, I don't even know what it feels like to trust.. How am I able to trust something that I cannot see? Hahahahaha!!
Jo: You trust him. But only to the certain extent.
We blabbed on for many hours about all things.
Does the most interesting things in life often happen by accident or were they planned? If you will.. It's what most would call, Fate. Is fate planned or do you just bump into it?
Fate is a joke & the joke is in your hands. This is what I stand by, logically.
Emotionally, I would feel that God planned it. He wants the best for his children.
I know that the topic is going nowhere and it makes no sense.
When I lose track, it feels like I'm going nowhere but then...
Nowhere = Now Here
God placed several people into my life. Placed as in, people who have left an impact.
People like the girls of 2OA22 ( CHEC ) , Jo & Ash.
God gave me 3 people that I can fall back on. ( Say.. A crisis?? )
Dad, Mum & Christopher
God got 1 person to stand by me. ( JOKE--> Nanny?? LOL! )
Cassandra
God gave me good friends in SIM. ( Duplicate of girls from CHEC? Hahaha!! )
Lanny, Sophia, Qing Xiu, Grace & Sherral
Is this fate? Fate 'planned' or Fate 'accident'? Hahahahaha!
Fate is full of mysteries, dramas, dilemmas, disasters and triumphs than any besotted aficionado could reasonably expect. We are the besotted aficionado.
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I happily recognized an obsession that had been creeping up on most people. I suppose that there must be one or two people in the world who choose not to like people with the good-looks, but such an aberration is scarcely credible.
(People who are after looks): Who could resist the T.eichleri , with its brilliant crimson-scarlet flowers, the petals nipping in slightly at the waist to finish in sharp needle points?
(People who looks on the inside):The backs of the outer petals washed over in greeny-buff, so in bud it looks very sober. Then it flings open its petals and reveals itself as the wildly sexy flower that it is. Would you not fall in love with the Cottage tulip 'Magier'?
Beauty that is felt outlasts beauty that can be seen. In my point of view, beauty that can be seen is called pretty. Beautiful out-beats pretty.
But as in any love affair, after the initial coup de foudre you want to learn more about the 'object' of your passion.
As the tulip ages, which it does gracefully and well (a worthwhile attribute) the whole thing darkens and purple leaches out from the edges through the entire surface of the petals. It is a mesmerizing performance.
The tulip does not disappoint. (Or at least, the disappointment rate would be a lot more lesser than the T.eichleri ) Sorry.. I don't get what I'm talking about too either. haha!------------------------------------------------------------------
I know that this sounds cliche but when love goes wrong, nothing goes right.
When stuff like this happens, people will say bad things about you. This will be a bad distraction in your daily life. Bad distraction gives you a mouth full of whizz. Plus, being vulnerable is being woundable. Always remember that people may say bad things about you but you must never say bad things about yourself.
Getting back at people might not be a good idea. Nobody wins with a headbutt. An eye for an eye leaves everyone blind.
Failures are just early attempts to success. The only way out is in.
The mind is the only weapon that doesn't need a holster. ( Plus point for the mind? It's better than words ) Words don't need a holster too!! Hahahahaha
[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional
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