I did some sort of test just now and this is the result.


The Idealist

Quiet, reflective, and idealistic. Interested in serving humanity. Well-developed value system, which they strive to live in accordance with. Extremely loyal. Adaptable and laid-back unless a strongly-held value is threatened. Usually talented writers. Mentally quick, and able to see possibilities. Interested in understanding and helping people.

As an INFP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

INFPs, more than other iNtuitive Feeling types, are focused on making the world a better place for people. Their primary goal is to find out their meaning in life. What is their purpose? How can they best serve humanity in their lives? They are idealists and perfectionists, who drive themselves hard in their quest for achieving the goals they have identified for themselves

INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. They are on a continuous mission to find the truth and meaning underlying things. Every encounter and every piece of knowledge gained gets sifted through the INFP's value system, and is evaluated to see if it has any potential to help the INFP define or refine their own path in life. The goal at the end of the path is always the same - the INFP is driven to help people and make the world a better place.

Generally thoughtful and considerate, INFPs are good listeners and put people at ease. Although they may be reserved in expressing emotion, they have a very deep well of caring and are genuinely interested in understanding people. This sincerity is sensed by others, making the INFP a valued friend and confidante. An INFP can be quite warm with people he or she knows well.

INFPs do not like conflict, and go to great lengths to avoid it. If they must face it, they will always approach it from the perspective of their feelings. In conflict situations, INFPs place little importance on who is right and who is wrong. They focus on the way that the conflict makes them feel, and indeed don't really care whether or not they're right. They don't want to feel badly. This trait sometimes makes them appear irrational and illogical in conflict situations. On the other hand, INFPs make very good mediators, and are typically good at solving other people's conflicts, because they intuitively understand people's perspectives and feelings, and genuinely want to help them.

INFPs are flexible and laid-back, until one of their values is violated. In the face of their value system being threatened, INFPs can become aggressive defenders, fighting passionately for their cause. When an INFP has adopted a project or job which they're interested in, it usually becomes a "cause" for them. Although they are not detail-oriented individuals, they will cover every possible detail with determination and vigor when working for their "cause".
When it comes to the mundane details of life maintenance, INFPs are typically completely unaware of such things. They might go for long periods without noticing a stain on the carpet, but carefully and meticulously brush a speck of dust off of their project booklet.

INFPs do not like to deal with hard facts and logic. Their focus on their feelings and the Human Condition makes it difficult for them to deal with impersonal judgment. They don't understand or believe in the validity of impersonal judgment, which makes them naturally rather ineffective at using it. Most INFPs will avoid impersonal analysis, although some have developed this ability and are able to be quite logical. Under stress, it's not uncommon for INFPs to mis-use hard logic in the heat of anger, throwing out fact after (often inaccurate) fact in an emotional outburst.
INFPs have very high standards and are perfectionists. Consequently, they are usually hard on themselves, and don't give themselves enough credit. INFPs may have problems working on a project in a group, because their standards are likely to be higher than other members' of the group. In group situations, they may have a "control" problem. The INFP needs to work on balancing their high ideals with the requirements of every day living. Without resolving this conflict, they will never be happy with themselves, and they may become confused and paralyzed about what to do with their lives.

INFPs are usually talented writers. They may be awkard and uncomfortable with expressing themselves verbally, but have a wonderful ability to define and express what they're feeling on paper. INFPs also appear frequently in social service professions, such as counselling or teaching. They are at their best in situations where they're working towards the public good, and in which they don't need to use hard logic.

INFPs who function in their well-developed sides can accomplish great and wonderful things, which they will rarely give themselves credit for. Some of the great, humanistic catalysts in the world have been INFPs.

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I think the results are so fake! Since when am I quiet? I am never never quiet. I don't reflect and why would I want to serve humanity? PPffftttttt.....
Loyal? No la.. I backstab and gossip about people everyday.
Talented writer? Cannot be la.. I've failed English my whole life.
Honestly, it was fun doing the test.
Hey Hey! I fight for credits all the time. What's with the will rarely give themselves credit for' ? PUI!


It's time for me to 'tou tou' slack. Kick back and stone. Haha! I'm bored. I can't walk through the wave of words and numbers. They're poking me. I want to sleep but I can't. I'm being held hostage in Verne's home. Books and notes are everywhere! I hope that they get lighted up and die in hell. Haha!

It's all these 'Chee-na' shows being broadcasted on Channel 8. I can't quite get what they're trying to say. I kept telling Ver, 'Tell them to speak slower!'

Well, there isn't much for me to blog about. Forget about me saying that was my last entry.I'm going to get my bath. Weiwei! I'll take the backseat while you navigate. I curse you and your hair! Hahaha.. Laters!

Most probably,there would be no updates for quite some time. For the whole study break, I'll be away from home. Pals & I would be studying lots together. Please! No more pimples. All work and no play makes The-Re a dull ?????. I don't know what to put there. LOL!

My new hair-do! =)

Since that it's the last entry before my exams start, let me think of something interesting to post. I've wrote about relationships and many other stuff. Hmmm... Let me think. I can't think of anything. Hahaha! Goodnight! Adios!

If you can't contact me next week it'll be due to the the complete and permanent cessation of all vital functions. LOL!

Anyway,Bertha that was floccinaucinihilipilification!

I've got my haircut and Verne said that it's another dorky haircut. Haha! I think I look fine but I'm not used to seeing my eyes from my reflection and there no longer is anything to obscure my view. I would upload the picture tomorrow.

Well, tonight's a night in Verne's home. I've got a partner to mug with me tonight. The burning of midnight oil. Next week, I'll have another night in Verne's home. Hopefully, more people would come.Verne has gone for her bath. So, it's time for me to blog! YI-PEE!! Actually, I've got nothing much to blog about. So, I shall type my dumb essay out here since that I want a longer entry. It's titled heroes.
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The city where all top-graded hams are produced - Got Ham city.There once lived a hero named 'Bruce Whine'. The civilians only knew him by the name of Pork-Man. Pork-Man swore with his life to keep his city away from the possibility of harm or loss.'I R TEH INVINCIBLEZ!' was his slogan.

Pork-Man had a tummy that bulged.This caused him to be unable to see his toes.He also had a bulbous nose and nostrils filled with snot. His eyes were slits and he had pudgy little toes and fingers.

Whenever there was trouble,Pork-Man would roll as fast as he can to get to the crime scene. His life as a hero was only still in its infancy and he had power but lacked intelligence. Daft ways were used to aid problems which caused the problems to be more complicated. His dullness of the mind made him notorious in the city. The civilians hated the help Pork-Man was offering.They hated Pork-Man and felt that he was nothing but trouble. Everyday,people hurled insults and tried to hunt down Pork-Man.Now,Pork-Man has been given a new name-The anthropoid pig. Upon hearing this,Pork-Man was disappointed.The thing that drove Pork-Man to depression was how badly the people wanted to annihilate,assasinate,exterminate and destory him. Desperate times calls for desperate measures. His last hope was to imitate the famous heroes. Nevertheless,the civilians still did not appreciate Pork-Man's help. Their ideas never chimed in."Sigh! The smart are hated and fools are despised," thought Pork-Man.

Even though the people treated Pork-Man badly,Pork-Man still went about saving lives.Well, he never really did manage to save lives but he tried. Up till today,he is still remembered as the anthropoid pig and still not appreciated by people. Butch Whine may have been stupid but he is my hero. He had bravery,strength and a heart of gold. Under difficult conditions,he never gave up and still went on with the act of courage and not moon about. ' I R TEH INVINCIBLEZ!'
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Anyway, this has been edited. Teacher mark already! But then ar, I don't know if my corrections are correct. I think if teacher never mark,it may have been worse. Like damn primary school la.. But I like leh!

It's the study break next week. Drowning in the pool of perturb. I hope that I wouldn't be mentally deranged after my prelims or O's. The people around me seem fine but they're a little bizarre sometimes. Hahaha! I'm not stressed. I'm never stressed! Happy-go-lucky is my middle name.

Alarm would go off at 7 tomorrow.Flunked my math paper today. Fucking piece of shit! O's are just around the corner and I'm still failing. 'FEI-LO ar'
Years elapsed and I'm still dumb.

Naturally, I don't have good skin complexion. Currently, I'm suffering from ZIT OUTBREAK! Can I skin my face and vaccum all the pimple away then place the skin back again? Should I go for a hair-cut? I think I should but what's there to cut?!

My primary school days.... I have just 'CUTTED' my hair. LOL!
I shall bestow you with the title beast of burden, Sir Fuckface

I was 13 and you were 14.

Let me be BLUE and you be ORANGE.

Remember the time when we sat down by the latch holding on to our blades?

If people were open to seeing the good,joy,gains in all kinds of situation, it would make life nice.
Expect the most favorable outcome and be unprepared when the worst comes banging on your door.
Living in anticipation of the worst possible outcomes,leech the enjoyment from many experiences. There are two flip sides to a coin.

Fate decides who comes into our lives. The heart determines who stays but no one does stay. The mind determines who leaves and everyone leaves.
Harbour. It either takes something away or leaves something behind. The mind does the thinking and the heart feels.

Eh! You know, last night ------- and I got it going on.
It's ok to kiss a fool and vice-versa but never let a kiss fool you.
Love is like a knife. It can be used to stab or carve. Stab to kill and Carve to create a work of art into the soul - wonderful images that will last a lifetime

I came upon something on the net which reminded me of this conversation we had years ago.

Do you still remember our slogan? Smile,Laugh,Play. Fun now, Consequences later. We never did shed a tear when we were cuffed. We laughed our way through. I've kinda like stopped cutting. Have you? Though I still think of it sometimes, I do it in my head like how someone does it. Sometimes, it really doesn't help.. So, I would sink my head in the pillow and snuggle up tight. Whenever I think of the first time we slit together and when I think of you, it hurts real bad.

Remember the horrible thing we did to 'Ah Kay' ? That act was rather Anti-Social I think.
I would like to call you or drop you a SMS. Maybe even write you a letter. Do I have to burn it so that you can receive it? LOL!

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All this talk that's going on for hours is a waste of time.What's the point in meeting in the middle and trying to reach a compromise when you're the judge and jury? Don't waste your breath because I'm hearing you but ain't listening.By the way.. You've got so much dough why not spare some? Those folks would need it.
In my previous entry, I forgot about my dear chinese teacher Miss Chye Xiang. It kinda slipped my mind. Hahaha! I know that it's insincere but people do forget people. I forget nearly everything. My memory lets me down all the time. Miss Chye Xiang gave me a freddo chocolate yesterday! I love chocolates! Especially dark chocolates! YUM-YUM!!!!

Miss Chye Xiang is very cute la! I like to touch her stomach. It's really round and big! Inside got baby leh.. Miss Dawn also got baby.. The vibe that they give out is the 'Mummy Mummy feel'. Miss Chye Xiang is the best chinese teacher I've ever had. I swear this!

My mummy wouldn't be coming home today.
我的妈妈离家出走了.
She had to attend some company BBQ. The manager said that they are allowed to bring their kids but my MAMA DON'T WANT TO BRING ME! Maybe, she's afraid that I'll embarrass her because I've got scars on my arm and tattoos. Or maybe, she's just afraid that I'll be bored. Maybe, I'm just a racketeer in her eyes. LOL! Delinquent, Thug, Crook, Hooligan, Mobster!!

Mum once said that, in the past when people asked her.. ' What stream is your daughter in? 'Mum would proudly answer 'EXPRESS stream lor.' Perhaps, placing hope in me was the biggest mistake. Don't commit the same mistake ok? I no longer want to upset you. Even when you feel that I'm getting better, please don't trust that feeling of yours. You'll be doomed to disappointment. I'm not a nice person. I am 100% EVIL!!

While I was in the bus on my way home today, I saw this boy playing with this Batman toy. He's got the whole set of Batman. Previously, I saw it in Toys 'R' Us. I also want leh!

As I got older, no one buys toys for me anymore. I buy toys for myself to play with.
As I got older, no one wants to play toys with me anymore. I play alone.
As I got older, I still allow my imagination to run wild & free but.....
As I got older, my parents nag more. The more they nag, the more I wish I was a better listener. [* I get agitated easily.]
I miss block catching. I miss Hide-and-seek. I miss water guns.
I still do lots of things for fun. I still love watermelon alot ar!

When a wound heals, a scar would be left behind. It depends on how you see it I guess. Would it be a stepping stone or a barricade?
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Let's try something new today.

My prelims come in two weeks time ar. Then ar, after next week got the study break leh! Means that the O's coming liao la. SiBei Sian lor. Aiya.. Chim Chye la. Just do the best lor. I are study but is nothing go in to the thick skull of my one. Bor Bian leh. Don't have that O level thing ar, Chiam liao la. Ah bo,you help me take la! Za Bor like flower? I are a girl too. Me no like flower. I like grass. LOL!

* I can't bite my tongue forever
Prepartion for the Indo trip - Bahasa lesson 1

I have to admit that it was rather fun today but I might have been bored to tears if Ah Ting wasn't around. Su Ting is such a DORK! She don't even know Hantu & Gula Gula.. LOL!

Ting's the Dork & I'm Dorkier. I was so engrossed with the play in my head that I had to ask Ting, "EH! What the cher say ar?!"
After the teacher finished teaching, we got into groups and read this 'conversation' thing to one another. It was in Bahasa. Ah Ting sounded like some 'CHEE-NA' woman. Haha! Soon, we got bored and we moved on to have our own conversation - Spainsh and French.

Put any 2 of the Muskerteers together, you get a box that goes CHATTER CHATTER CHATTER - Chatterbox.
Put any 3 of the Muskerteers together, you get a Market
Put all 4 of us together, you get Seng Song

Lessons ended off early today. Used the stuff I learnt today on Pris. When she replied, I'm like... AHH! What's Chewak? What's this? What's that? Next time, don't want to play with her ready la! SO PS.. Hahaha! Miss Star Face, Miss Star Face! So handsome & pretty. Hahaha!
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The English Oral today was fine.. I THINK! The conversation part was ok until when.......
The teacher leaned forward. I was taken aback because.. because.. like that la! Freaked out, I started to stare at the table and talk to the table.There were two teachers. During the conversation, the teacher that asked the questions,smiled and giggled at some of the opinions I had. As for the other teacher, she sat there like a rock and was busy sipping on Coke Zero. She was held spellbound and was enthralled by a can of Coke.Captivated,Mesmerized,Compelled by fascination! I never knew how much beauty a can of coke had until today. Anyway, I dislike coke. What's so nice about Coke & Carbonated drinks? Nice meh? Even though, I don't drink them.... Why do I still have such a huge body? LOL!

From what I infer, her cheeks are too heavy and too burnt. Since that it's 'CHAO TA' , it's probably hardened. Therefore, the 'BAO GONG' look. Well, she did smile briefly. Huh?! Support ar? I don't know! This source only can infer.

Poking fun of people is my forte. It isn't only mine but it's Ver,Lun & Ting's forte too.. We're ok with people making fun of us too. WE ARE IMPENETRABLE! But if we don't like you, then too bad lor!

*Uh-Huh, Temper Temper my Flen

* You were always leaving your shit around then, you'll be gone without a sound
"some people fight and some people fall
others pretend they don't care at all
if you wanna fight
i'll stand there beside you
the day that you fall
i'll be there behind you
to pick up the pieces"

** You've got me wrapped around your finger.
"Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be"
Hua,Ver & I would be having our English O's Oral tomorrow. Hopefully, we'll all do a good job and not cock up. Miss Clara and Miss Xiao Yee are really nice.

Miss Clara would be helping us early in the morning tomorrow. So, I'll have to wake up at 7 and arrive school at 9. SO EARLY LA!! Know what? I never knew that I could write good essays until Miss Clara told me so.

As for Miss Xiao Yee, she wanted to go for her gym session today. But, she stayed behind and helped us with our oral preparation. I think that it was really nice of her to do so because she very tired leh! MISS XY IS MY MENTOR LEH! So proud la.. LOL! Last year in 2007, when I got myself into this mess, Miss XY actually came all the way to JE.

We had a double dose of Math today. While Miss Jas was going through a Math question, I got reminded of the tortise story that Miss Jas used to tell the weaker students like me. This story of hers, caused me to give Math a try and not give up on it. I was a total slacker last year but it was Miss Jas that saved my ass.Miss Jas has really interesting ways to help us remember formulas. Whenever Miss Jas calls my mobile, the contact card is a picture of a tortise. She was the one who set it that way. LOL!

After I got closer to Miss Jas, then I got to know Miss Joli. She's rather amusing and weird at times. Haha! Dye all the funny funny colours. She's always encouraging people and yaya.. MRT test, EOY math paper.

Mr Suryanto is my physics teacher. Last year, I was frequently dragged to go for one-on-one physics lessons with him and I never failed to fall asleep in his class. Mr Suryanto writes things on your test papers that would make you feel better even if you have failed. LOL! During EOY last year, only 8 people managed to pass the Physics paper last year. All of the 8 were girls and I was one of them. "You're an A1 student!" is what he tells everyone.

They managed to change the impression I have towards teachers.

Well, my friends do play a major role too. I remember asking Verne to join us was so tough! LOL..
During EOY last year, Verne got second in her class for Chem. I guess that for slackers like us, it is a vast improvement.

*Ah Ting & Hua ar! Thank you, Thank you ar!
** People.. If I don't do well for my O's, I'm sorry.

Does your presence matter? Would it make a differcence even if you're not there?

I totally dislike you because you leave me feeling ........... <--- Fill in the blank. See this? I can't even find a word to describe it and I can't finish up my sentence. That feeling that you leave is inflicting such pain. It leaves me tossing and turning in bed. It takes up a whole lot of space in the brain and deprives me from sleep. This is sheer cruelty!

However, you never fail to make my day.
You make me laugh, You make me cry.
I want you to stay, I want you to leave

It's all so contradicting! There's no way I can express the way I'm feeling.

I know that I want you to stay by my side.

" Baby don't go......! "
" I love you Baby! "
LOL!

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MEET FIDO-DIDO

The Dead Rat I saw while I was making my way to the Bus Stop. I didn't see it till I noticed that I've stepped on something. Anyway, I only stepped on it's tail. I did apologize to the dead rat.

Learn to understand -Great love and Great achievements involve Great Risk. When you lose, DON'T lose the lesson.
Follow the 3 Rs.
1. Respect yourself
2. Respect Others
3.Responsibility - for all our own actions

Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship.

Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your value.

A loving atmosphere in your home, is the foundation for your life.

Remember - the best relationship is one which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

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Don't invade my territory. Don't get cocksure that I'll let you get near me. Want a cock and bull story? I've got lots and it's up for grabs. Walls are everywhere and Danger's lurking around every bend. 'Ki-Ka BOOM BANG BANG!'

Counter 1 : One down and Two to go!
Counter 2: *BEEP* Roger
Counter 2: Fuck it! Enemy's digging shit hole to poop.
Counter 1: Target spotted - Over
* Counter 1 aims and fire *

Counter 1: Target down - Over
* Counter 2 runs over to pick up shitting enemy *
* Counter 1 dances it's way to Counter 2 *

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not i

cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so calloused,so lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Lets start over
Lets start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

The-Re's SHIT

Big LuLu Ting Ting

Miss XY [ Mentor Mentor!! ]
Chye Xiang Lao Shi =)
Miss Sally
Asmine
Florence
Jack
Jo
Lala
Michelle
Shirlyna
Yvette

Fen
Rebeccaa

Adeline
Chia PoP
Elephont
Joanne
Nicole
Shin Yee
Yan Ping
Yi Lin

Christopher [Bro]
Amulet
Ivan
Jaz
Miss K
Natasha
Kiwi
Yan Zhen
Sophia

I did some sort of test just now and this is the result.


The Idealist

Quiet, reflective, and idealistic. Interested in serving humanity. Well-developed value system, which they strive to live in accordance with. Extremely loyal. Adaptable and laid-back unless a strongly-held value is threatened. Usually talented writers. Mentally quick, and able to see possibilities. Interested in understanding and helping people.

As an INFP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

INFPs, more than other iNtuitive Feeling types, are focused on making the world a better place for people. Their primary goal is to find out their meaning in life. What is their purpose? How can they best serve humanity in their lives? They are idealists and perfectionists, who drive themselves hard in their quest for achieving the goals they have identified for themselves

INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. They are on a continuous mission to find the truth and meaning underlying things. Every encounter and every piece of knowledge gained gets sifted through the INFP's value system, and is evaluated to see if it has any potential to help the INFP define or refine their own path in life. The goal at the end of the path is always the same - the INFP is driven to help people and make the world a better place.

Generally thoughtful and considerate, INFPs are good listeners and put people at ease. Although they may be reserved in expressing emotion, they have a very deep well of caring and are genuinely interested in understanding people. This sincerity is sensed by others, making the INFP a valued friend and confidante. An INFP can be quite warm with people he or she knows well.

INFPs do not like conflict, and go to great lengths to avoid it. If they must face it, they will always approach it from the perspective of their feelings. In conflict situations, INFPs place little importance on who is right and who is wrong. They focus on the way that the conflict makes them feel, and indeed don't really care whether or not they're right. They don't want to feel badly. This trait sometimes makes them appear irrational and illogical in conflict situations. On the other hand, INFPs make very good mediators, and are typically good at solving other people's conflicts, because they intuitively understand people's perspectives and feelings, and genuinely want to help them.

INFPs are flexible and laid-back, until one of their values is violated. In the face of their value system being threatened, INFPs can become aggressive defenders, fighting passionately for their cause. When an INFP has adopted a project or job which they're interested in, it usually becomes a "cause" for them. Although they are not detail-oriented individuals, they will cover every possible detail with determination and vigor when working for their "cause".
When it comes to the mundane details of life maintenance, INFPs are typically completely unaware of such things. They might go for long periods without noticing a stain on the carpet, but carefully and meticulously brush a speck of dust off of their project booklet.

INFPs do not like to deal with hard facts and logic. Their focus on their feelings and the Human Condition makes it difficult for them to deal with impersonal judgment. They don't understand or believe in the validity of impersonal judgment, which makes them naturally rather ineffective at using it. Most INFPs will avoid impersonal analysis, although some have developed this ability and are able to be quite logical. Under stress, it's not uncommon for INFPs to mis-use hard logic in the heat of anger, throwing out fact after (often inaccurate) fact in an emotional outburst.
INFPs have very high standards and are perfectionists. Consequently, they are usually hard on themselves, and don't give themselves enough credit. INFPs may have problems working on a project in a group, because their standards are likely to be higher than other members' of the group. In group situations, they may have a "control" problem. The INFP needs to work on balancing their high ideals with the requirements of every day living. Without resolving this conflict, they will never be happy with themselves, and they may become confused and paralyzed about what to do with their lives.

INFPs are usually talented writers. They may be awkard and uncomfortable with expressing themselves verbally, but have a wonderful ability to define and express what they're feeling on paper. INFPs also appear frequently in social service professions, such as counselling or teaching. They are at their best in situations where they're working towards the public good, and in which they don't need to use hard logic.

INFPs who function in their well-developed sides can accomplish great and wonderful things, which they will rarely give themselves credit for. Some of the great, humanistic catalysts in the world have been INFPs.

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I think the results are so fake! Since when am I quiet? I am never never quiet. I don't reflect and why would I want to serve humanity? PPffftttttt.....
Loyal? No la.. I backstab and gossip about people everyday.
Talented writer? Cannot be la.. I've failed English my whole life.
Honestly, it was fun doing the test.
Hey Hey! I fight for credits all the time. What's with the will rarely give themselves credit for' ? PUI!


It's time for me to 'tou tou' slack. Kick back and stone. Haha! I'm bored. I can't walk through the wave of words and numbers. They're poking me. I want to sleep but I can't. I'm being held hostage in Verne's home. Books and notes are everywhere! I hope that they get lighted up and die in hell. Haha!

It's all these 'Chee-na' shows being broadcasted on Channel 8. I can't quite get what they're trying to say. I kept telling Ver, 'Tell them to speak slower!'

Well, there isn't much for me to blog about. Forget about me saying that was my last entry.I'm going to get my bath. Weiwei! I'll take the backseat while you navigate. I curse you and your hair! Hahaha.. Laters!

Most probably,there would be no updates for quite some time. For the whole study break, I'll be away from home. Pals & I would be studying lots together. Please! No more pimples. All work and no play makes The-Re a dull ?????. I don't know what to put there. LOL!

My new hair-do! =)

Since that it's the last entry before my exams start, let me think of something interesting to post. I've wrote about relationships and many other stuff. Hmmm... Let me think. I can't think of anything. Hahaha! Goodnight! Adios!

If you can't contact me next week it'll be due to the the complete and permanent cessation of all vital functions. LOL!

Anyway,Bertha that was floccinaucinihilipilification!

I've got my haircut and Verne said that it's another dorky haircut. Haha! I think I look fine but I'm not used to seeing my eyes from my reflection and there no longer is anything to obscure my view. I would upload the picture tomorrow.

Well, tonight's a night in Verne's home. I've got a partner to mug with me tonight. The burning of midnight oil. Next week, I'll have another night in Verne's home. Hopefully, more people would come.Verne has gone for her bath. So, it's time for me to blog! YI-PEE!! Actually, I've got nothing much to blog about. So, I shall type my dumb essay out here since that I want a longer entry. It's titled heroes.
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The city where all top-graded hams are produced - Got Ham city.There once lived a hero named 'Bruce Whine'. The civilians only knew him by the name of Pork-Man. Pork-Man swore with his life to keep his city away from the possibility of harm or loss.'I R TEH INVINCIBLEZ!' was his slogan.

Pork-Man had a tummy that bulged.This caused him to be unable to see his toes.He also had a bulbous nose and nostrils filled with snot. His eyes were slits and he had pudgy little toes and fingers.

Whenever there was trouble,Pork-Man would roll as fast as he can to get to the crime scene. His life as a hero was only still in its infancy and he had power but lacked intelligence. Daft ways were used to aid problems which caused the problems to be more complicated. His dullness of the mind made him notorious in the city. The civilians hated the help Pork-Man was offering.They hated Pork-Man and felt that he was nothing but trouble. Everyday,people hurled insults and tried to hunt down Pork-Man.Now,Pork-Man has been given a new name-The anthropoid pig. Upon hearing this,Pork-Man was disappointed.The thing that drove Pork-Man to depression was how badly the people wanted to annihilate,assasinate,exterminate and destory him. Desperate times calls for desperate measures. His last hope was to imitate the famous heroes. Nevertheless,the civilians still did not appreciate Pork-Man's help. Their ideas never chimed in."Sigh! The smart are hated and fools are despised," thought Pork-Man.

Even though the people treated Pork-Man badly,Pork-Man still went about saving lives.Well, he never really did manage to save lives but he tried. Up till today,he is still remembered as the anthropoid pig and still not appreciated by people. Butch Whine may have been stupid but he is my hero. He had bravery,strength and a heart of gold. Under difficult conditions,he never gave up and still went on with the act of courage and not moon about. ' I R TEH INVINCIBLEZ!'
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Anyway, this has been edited. Teacher mark already! But then ar, I don't know if my corrections are correct. I think if teacher never mark,it may have been worse. Like damn primary school la.. But I like leh!

It's the study break next week. Drowning in the pool of perturb. I hope that I wouldn't be mentally deranged after my prelims or O's. The people around me seem fine but they're a little bizarre sometimes. Hahaha! I'm not stressed. I'm never stressed! Happy-go-lucky is my middle name.

Alarm would go off at 7 tomorrow.Flunked my math paper today. Fucking piece of shit! O's are just around the corner and I'm still failing. 'FEI-LO ar'
Years elapsed and I'm still dumb.

Naturally, I don't have good skin complexion. Currently, I'm suffering from ZIT OUTBREAK! Can I skin my face and vaccum all the pimple away then place the skin back again? Should I go for a hair-cut? I think I should but what's there to cut?!

My primary school days.... I have just 'CUTTED' my hair. LOL!
I shall bestow you with the title beast of burden, Sir Fuckface

I was 13 and you were 14.

Let me be BLUE and you be ORANGE.

Remember the time when we sat down by the latch holding on to our blades?

If people were open to seeing the good,joy,gains in all kinds of situation, it would make life nice.
Expect the most favorable outcome and be unprepared when the worst comes banging on your door.
Living in anticipation of the worst possible outcomes,leech the enjoyment from many experiences. There are two flip sides to a coin.

Fate decides who comes into our lives. The heart determines who stays but no one does stay. The mind determines who leaves and everyone leaves.
Harbour. It either takes something away or leaves something behind. The mind does the thinking and the heart feels.

Eh! You know, last night ------- and I got it going on.
It's ok to kiss a fool and vice-versa but never let a kiss fool you.
Love is like a knife. It can be used to stab or carve. Stab to kill and Carve to create a work of art into the soul - wonderful images that will last a lifetime

I came upon something on the net which reminded me of this conversation we had years ago.

Do you still remember our slogan? Smile,Laugh,Play. Fun now, Consequences later. We never did shed a tear when we were cuffed. We laughed our way through. I've kinda like stopped cutting. Have you? Though I still think of it sometimes, I do it in my head like how someone does it. Sometimes, it really doesn't help.. So, I would sink my head in the pillow and snuggle up tight. Whenever I think of the first time we slit together and when I think of you, it hurts real bad.

Remember the horrible thing we did to 'Ah Kay' ? That act was rather Anti-Social I think.
I would like to call you or drop you a SMS. Maybe even write you a letter. Do I have to burn it so that you can receive it? LOL!

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All this talk that's going on for hours is a waste of time.What's the point in meeting in the middle and trying to reach a compromise when you're the judge and jury? Don't waste your breath because I'm hearing you but ain't listening.By the way.. You've got so much dough why not spare some? Those folks would need it.
In my previous entry, I forgot about my dear chinese teacher Miss Chye Xiang. It kinda slipped my mind. Hahaha! I know that it's insincere but people do forget people. I forget nearly everything. My memory lets me down all the time. Miss Chye Xiang gave me a freddo chocolate yesterday! I love chocolates! Especially dark chocolates! YUM-YUM!!!!

Miss Chye Xiang is very cute la! I like to touch her stomach. It's really round and big! Inside got baby leh.. Miss Dawn also got baby.. The vibe that they give out is the 'Mummy Mummy feel'. Miss Chye Xiang is the best chinese teacher I've ever had. I swear this!

My mummy wouldn't be coming home today.
我的妈妈离家出走了.
She had to attend some company BBQ. The manager said that they are allowed to bring their kids but my MAMA DON'T WANT TO BRING ME! Maybe, she's afraid that I'll embarrass her because I've got scars on my arm and tattoos. Or maybe, she's just afraid that I'll be bored. Maybe, I'm just a racketeer in her eyes. LOL! Delinquent, Thug, Crook, Hooligan, Mobster!!

Mum once said that, in the past when people asked her.. ' What stream is your daughter in? 'Mum would proudly answer 'EXPRESS stream lor.' Perhaps, placing hope in me was the biggest mistake. Don't commit the same mistake ok? I no longer want to upset you. Even when you feel that I'm getting better, please don't trust that feeling of yours. You'll be doomed to disappointment. I'm not a nice person. I am 100% EVIL!!

While I was in the bus on my way home today, I saw this boy playing with this Batman toy. He's got the whole set of Batman. Previously, I saw it in Toys 'R' Us. I also want leh!

As I got older, no one buys toys for me anymore. I buy toys for myself to play with.
As I got older, no one wants to play toys with me anymore. I play alone.
As I got older, I still allow my imagination to run wild & free but.....
As I got older, my parents nag more. The more they nag, the more I wish I was a better listener. [* I get agitated easily.]
I miss block catching. I miss Hide-and-seek. I miss water guns.
I still do lots of things for fun. I still love watermelon alot ar!

When a wound heals, a scar would be left behind. It depends on how you see it I guess. Would it be a stepping stone or a barricade?
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Let's try something new today.

My prelims come in two weeks time ar. Then ar, after next week got the study break leh! Means that the O's coming liao la. SiBei Sian lor. Aiya.. Chim Chye la. Just do the best lor. I are study but is nothing go in to the thick skull of my one. Bor Bian leh. Don't have that O level thing ar, Chiam liao la. Ah bo,you help me take la! Za Bor like flower? I are a girl too. Me no like flower. I like grass. LOL!

* I can't bite my tongue forever
Prepartion for the Indo trip - Bahasa lesson 1

I have to admit that it was rather fun today but I might have been bored to tears if Ah Ting wasn't around. Su Ting is such a DORK! She don't even know Hantu & Gula Gula.. LOL!

Ting's the Dork & I'm Dorkier. I was so engrossed with the play in my head that I had to ask Ting, "EH! What the cher say ar?!"
After the teacher finished teaching, we got into groups and read this 'conversation' thing to one another. It was in Bahasa. Ah Ting sounded like some 'CHEE-NA' woman. Haha! Soon, we got bored and we moved on to have our own conversation - Spainsh and French.

Put any 2 of the Muskerteers together, you get a box that goes CHATTER CHATTER CHATTER - Chatterbox.
Put any 3 of the Muskerteers together, you get a Market
Put all 4 of us together, you get Seng Song

Lessons ended off early today. Used the stuff I learnt today on Pris. When she replied, I'm like... AHH! What's Chewak? What's this? What's that? Next time, don't want to play with her ready la! SO PS.. Hahaha! Miss Star Face, Miss Star Face! So handsome & pretty. Hahaha!
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The English Oral today was fine.. I THINK! The conversation part was ok until when.......
The teacher leaned forward. I was taken aback because.. because.. like that la! Freaked out, I started to stare at the table and talk to the table.There were two teachers. During the conversation, the teacher that asked the questions,smiled and giggled at some of the opinions I had. As for the other teacher, she sat there like a rock and was busy sipping on Coke Zero. She was held spellbound and was enthralled by a can of Coke.Captivated,Mesmerized,Compelled by fascination! I never knew how much beauty a can of coke had until today. Anyway, I dislike coke. What's so nice about Coke & Carbonated drinks? Nice meh? Even though, I don't drink them.... Why do I still have such a huge body? LOL!

From what I infer, her cheeks are too heavy and too burnt. Since that it's 'CHAO TA' , it's probably hardened. Therefore, the 'BAO GONG' look. Well, she did smile briefly. Huh?! Support ar? I don't know! This source only can infer.

Poking fun of people is my forte. It isn't only mine but it's Ver,Lun & Ting's forte too.. We're ok with people making fun of us too. WE ARE IMPENETRABLE! But if we don't like you, then too bad lor!

*Uh-Huh, Temper Temper my Flen

* You were always leaving your shit around then, you'll be gone without a sound
"some people fight and some people fall
others pretend they don't care at all
if you wanna fight
i'll stand there beside you
the day that you fall
i'll be there behind you
to pick up the pieces"

** You've got me wrapped around your finger.
"Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be"
Hua,Ver & I would be having our English O's Oral tomorrow. Hopefully, we'll all do a good job and not cock up. Miss Clara and Miss Xiao Yee are really nice.

Miss Clara would be helping us early in the morning tomorrow. So, I'll have to wake up at 7 and arrive school at 9. SO EARLY LA!! Know what? I never knew that I could write good essays until Miss Clara told me so.

As for Miss Xiao Yee, she wanted to go for her gym session today. But, she stayed behind and helped us with our oral preparation. I think that it was really nice of her to do so because she very tired leh! MISS XY IS MY MENTOR LEH! So proud la.. LOL! Last year in 2007, when I got myself into this mess, Miss XY actually came all the way to JE.

We had a double dose of Math today. While Miss Jas was going through a Math question, I got reminded of the tortise story that Miss Jas used to tell the weaker students like me. This story of hers, caused me to give Math a try and not give up on it. I was a total slacker last year but it was Miss Jas that saved my ass.Miss Jas has really interesting ways to help us remember formulas. Whenever Miss Jas calls my mobile, the contact card is a picture of a tortise. She was the one who set it that way. LOL!

After I got closer to Miss Jas, then I got to know Miss Joli. She's rather amusing and weird at times. Haha! Dye all the funny funny colours. She's always encouraging people and yaya.. MRT test, EOY math paper.

Mr Suryanto is my physics teacher. Last year, I was frequently dragged to go for one-on-one physics lessons with him and I never failed to fall asleep in his class. Mr Suryanto writes things on your test papers that would make you feel better even if you have failed. LOL! During EOY last year, only 8 people managed to pass the Physics paper last year. All of the 8 were girls and I was one of them. "You're an A1 student!" is what he tells everyone.

They managed to change the impression I have towards teachers.

Well, my friends do play a major role too. I remember asking Verne to join us was so tough! LOL..
During EOY last year, Verne got second in her class for Chem. I guess that for slackers like us, it is a vast improvement.

*Ah Ting & Hua ar! Thank you, Thank you ar!
** People.. If I don't do well for my O's, I'm sorry.

Does your presence matter? Would it make a differcence even if you're not there?

I totally dislike you because you leave me feeling ........... <--- Fill in the blank. See this? I can't even find a word to describe it and I can't finish up my sentence. That feeling that you leave is inflicting such pain. It leaves me tossing and turning in bed. It takes up a whole lot of space in the brain and deprives me from sleep. This is sheer cruelty!

However, you never fail to make my day.
You make me laugh, You make me cry.
I want you to stay, I want you to leave

It's all so contradicting! There's no way I can express the way I'm feeling.

I know that I want you to stay by my side.

" Baby don't go......! "
" I love you Baby! "
LOL!

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The Dead Rat I saw while I was making my way to the Bus Stop. I didn't see it till I noticed that I've stepped on something. Anyway, I only stepped on it's tail. I did apologize to the dead rat.

Learn to understand -Great love and Great achievements involve Great Risk. When you lose, DON'T lose the lesson.
Follow the 3 Rs.
1. Respect yourself
2. Respect Others
3.Responsibility - for all our own actions

Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship.

Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your value.

A loving atmosphere in your home, is the foundation for your life.

Remember - the best relationship is one which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

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Don't invade my territory. Don't get cocksure that I'll let you get near me. Want a cock and bull story? I've got lots and it's up for grabs. Walls are everywhere and Danger's lurking around every bend. 'Ki-Ka BOOM BANG BANG!'

Counter 1 : One down and Two to go!
Counter 2: *BEEP* Roger
Counter 2: Fuck it! Enemy's digging shit hole to poop.
Counter 1: Target spotted - Over
* Counter 1 aims and fire *

Counter 1: Target down - Over
* Counter 2 runs over to pick up shitting enemy *
* Counter 1 dances it's way to Counter 2 *

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not i

cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so calloused,so lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Lets start over
Lets start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me