For some reasons, I am very touchy today. We're getting back our report books tomorrow. I don't feel like going to school. It's so far away.

I guess that Pals & I would be meeting up to study together first since that we have to arrive in school by 3. Why must people come ask 'How's O's?' How am I supposed to know how is it?!
I have yet to go through it.

Sacrebleu

"I got 12 for O's. You sure can get higher than me." This line contains jocoseness. Stop talking to me about O's unless if we're in this shit together.


You were born an original.
Don't die a copy.
This person sent me lots of stuff on Scorpios last night. These were being BOLD by her when she sent it over. I get your point.

Scorpio is considered highly passionate, imaginative, determined, persevering and inflexible.
They appear to be confident but deep down, they're not.

Scorpio has total ego. Knows what he/she is and he/she knows what he/she is not, and nothing anyone else thinks will change this knowledge. Insults roll right off his/her back, and compliments don't move him/her a fraction of an inch. He/She needs one to tell him his vices or his virtues. At best, he'll calmly agree with your appraisal; at worst, he'll/she'll suspect your motives.

there is a particular type of Scorpio who moves and speaks rather quickly, and appears to have an open, friendly manner.They're just not soft or naive.

If you're sensitive, don't ask his/her opinion or advice. You'll get the naked, brutal truth. You asked him/her, he'll/she'll tell you. Scorpio will not pay a false compliment to gain a point or win an ally. It's beneath him/her to flatter. When he/she says something nice to you, treasure it. You can be sure it's sincere and unvarnished.

Scorpio is intensely loyal to friends. Scorpio never forgets a gift or a kindness, and it's richly rewarded. Conversely, he also remembers an injury or an injustice, but there are different ways of reacting. He must totally destroy the enemy, or at least top him.

Scorpio is deeply interested in religion, intensely curious about all phases of life and death, passionately concerned with sex and violently drawn by a desire to reform.

He's/She's fiercely possessive of what he believes to be his, including success, but his/her ambition is never obvious.

Most Scorpios are highly intuitive, which can make them either very compassionate and empathic or very cruel and vindictive, because they know where other people’s weak points are. Scorpios like to explore the profound in life and have little interest in small talk.

They have an incredible amount of sympathy for those who truly deserve it, but no sympathy or patience for whiners and people who are the authors of their own misfortune.Toward those for whom they have sympathy, Scorpios are fiercely protective, compassionate and self-sacrificing.Will move mountains to help someone

Scorpios are extremists. Everything they do is all-or-nothing. They are risk-takers

Scorpios don’t like to show any weakness. They are cautious about what they show to the world. They also usually have a strong desire for power and a fear of others having power over them. This can cause problems when Scorpios deal with authority figures.

Scorpios can experience a lot of anxiety, but not usually over the things that make other people anxious.

Scorpios don’t like to have anyone telling them what to do. Wants total freedom of action

The positive aspect of Scorpio is their unswerving dedication once their emotions are engaged.

The Scorpio friend, as a rule only has a few friends and expects loyalty from them. Scorpio is not a natural socializer, but will keep close friends for many years. Scorpios are loners who look to themselves to solve problems. It is often said that a Scorpio wants to know everyone's secret but never willingly divulges his or her own.

Regards flirting and flattery as insulting
Will learn only from a person seen as stronger

All Scorpios like to keep their true nature as hidden as possible.

Positive: Investigative, Passionately caring, Protective, Emotional, Understands failings
Negative: Self-destructive, Ruthless, Overbearing, Jealous, Possessive, Dangerous, Quick-tempered, Sadistic, Cunning

Likes
mysteries, secrets, winning, strategy

Dislikes
being analyzed, being asked personal questions,too many compliments, having to trust a stranger.

You've got lots of time to spare don't you? GET A LIFE sucker!
Don't you understand anything from the snide remarks I've made?
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McGriddles for breakfast tomorrow!
YI-PEE!

Anyway, I eat them separated. First the bread then the egg and the sausage. It's called 'Saving the best for last'. I do it all the time. I eat all burgers separated.



If there's egg, I dump the egg yolk aside. Is egg yolk even edible?!
Please spit that yellow goo-ey thing out..

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Mirage said that....


hey u know research says females only got 10% of testosterones of males.
and it say lesbian sex is the worse

2 female is worse combination. no sex drive after 6 mths
which is true u know
we show love thru cuddles and stuff.
sex is dead

actually straight ppl are the best combi la. not too horny also

gays r all abt sex
lots of one night stand and flings
u imagine 100% + 100%
wtf

at least 100% + 10% still quite normal
lesbians ... 10% + 10% =(

thats why lesbians have flings too
us females have this hormone called PEA tt is produced when something is new and exciting
its only secreted up to 6 mths of meeting a person.
then after tt. everything is dull again

I never knew these.
If it looks odd, it's because.. We were chatting over MSN. Then, I just copy & paste everything she typed. Haha

I don't have Flings. Am I still normal? LOL!

These are Mirage's kids. Aren't they sweet? She has 2cats and a dog. It used to be 2 dogs and a cat.

DeLorean DMC-12.
I'll own one next time
How preposterous

Get me a toy car model of it?
I'll be really grateful. I'll appreciate it a lot.

"She did a bunji jump, rope snapped
She passed away
But that’s okay"


Su Ting is a Ah Pu Nei Nei
Sometimes, I feel and have to agree that those that are richer has more opportunities. They have more opened doors.

Is it my turn to cry alone in the dark?
Go:Audio - Made up stories




Life gives you lots of chances to screw up
Yet, it also means
You have just as many chances to get it right

Super Auntie! You never fail to make my day

Hopefully, tomorrow would be a better day.
Dealt with Mcdonald cravings.
I've purchased new VCDs today. One CD costs lesser than $10. There is this corner in Gramophone that offers a Bargain galore.

Anyway, they're those really old shows that are probably long forgotten. Stuff like, Jason or that Chainsaw man. They are all Freddie's best friend. You know?
Jason, Freddie and that Chainsaw guy??!!
I only got 3 in the end. At the back of the cover,the words 'violence and gore' were imprinted on it . Hopefully, I wouldn't be disappointed.

Know Hannibal? I watched it while eating 'Bak Gua'. It's categorized as M18 and it's gore. After watching it, I kept screaming to Su Ting.
"Why is it M18?! Why is it Gore?!"
If you think I'm siao, most people asked me this too.. Haha! Su Ting & Ver did ask too. So, I am perfectly normal. If you're thinking of watching it, I think that it's better read than watched. Anyway, we came down to a conclusion... Probably, it's because it's anthropophagy.

I hope that someone would do a movie on Endocannibalism and Exocannibalism. I don't know what's there to do but I'll sure that if anyone were to think of it, it'll be really cool. The people from the tribe 'Endo-Lu-Lu' would be wiped out first. 'Exo-hu-hu' will prevail over the 'Endo-Lu-Lus' in the battle. LOL!

Recently, I'm back into writing essays. At least one is written a day. It feels nice to know that it's 'My pencil and I' again.

I LOVE MY PENCIL!!!!

You'll never get a chance to laugh at my antics again.Standoffish? I don't care.. You deserve the 'cold shoulder' treatment and you've missed out on all the ridiculous interludes all these while anyway.
We've all been loquacious today =)
"Look at how free that bird is! Soaring up in the sky. I yearn to be as free as that bird. FREEDOM!!!!" When suddenly "BANG!" The bird gets shot down.

FREEDOM ------> FREE - DOOM

I don't know what I'm saying. Haha. I think that restrictions are everywhere. Everyone and everything has to live with it. There is no absolute freedom. Well, I may be wrong.

There is a cycle to everything. For example...






















Do you get my point? In fact, do you get what the diagram is trying to say? If it's a no... Then hahaha! It's ok. I don't get myself either. Couldn't be bothered with the details.

You gain some, you lose some.
Technology advances and we humans lag behind. (Can't be bothered to elaborate)
We gain convinence but lose several abilities.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm under the domination of technology. I shouldn't say I feel because..
I AM!! I would die without my Ipod.

I MAY BE WRONG IN ALL THE SHIT I'VE TYPED HERE!

I'm digging away at assignments that might save my ass. Drudging all day long. Crawling over the mountain of books. I'm caught in the toils of desperation. Such dull and distasteful tasks. So sian... So Sian... SO SIAN........ I think my com is going crash anytime soon.

OEI OEI OEI!! You SIBEI ATTITUDE SIAL!

"A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence"

She said that it wouldn't hurt.
She said that it's ok to bleed once in awhile.
It's now or never. Some decisions will inevitably cut both ways.

A hog in armour is still but a hog

MSN's COCKED UP
Got anything, call or SMS me la! hahaha
Cannibals on the loose





























Cheryl drew this portrait of Su Ting. The first one is Abbot Chai. The second one is when Abbot Chai transforms to 'Qian Shou Chai Niang Niang'.


Dope is for Dopes
Crack is Whack
Sobriety is Serious Businsess
&
Business is Good

Sophomore slump is an uphill battle.
Why so serious?

Encumbered with responsibilities?
Ditch that heavy pack.
Free Spirit! Free Agent!
We're not responsible for our actions to any authority.
Authority? PUI!!!
I'm just kiddin'
Why so serious?
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I wouldn't deny the fact that we can do a lot more when someone would hold our hands and guide us
Life is a collection of memories, remembered and forgotten, hence the eraser at the end
Once in a while, we get down or blunt or a little too conceited. So, we get a rude awakening and painful sharpening
The more we learn and grow, the shorter our lives are left with - the pencil gets shorter
A pencil can cause an impact on a person's life if it's willing to go that extra mile

Anyway, I don't want people holding on to my hand guiding me. I call that, 'leading by the nose'.
But, if you're someone close to me, I would call that guiding. Haha! You'll know it when I really don't mind.
I'm all ears when you share opinions but I would love to make my own decisions. To me, guiding is when you give opinions but NOT make choices for me. Even if I do make the wrong choices, allow me to learn from it. I've been through these alone for years. You know that I wouldn't die.
At times, I do fail to come to a decision so I'll tell you 'Go ahead, decide'.
All you think that I'm stubborn,bullheaded. I have to agree but to only a certain extent.
Aiya.. Whatever la...
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Less Than Jake - For the rest of my life

I fell asleep last Saturday
Underneath polluted skies
I walked alone in those Jersey nights
And I
Saw the board walk start to fall
The emptiness starts to drown
The quiet corners of this town tonight

Late last night I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiar
I feel like letting go
And every second that goes by
I'm screaming out for second tries

Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there’s no one left to tell me the truth

It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
I've got to live with them the rest of my life

This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can't erase
This is my life support
Shutting down
For the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

If you won't forgive me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I’m still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life
You had me at "Hello".
I guess it's time to let it go. I have to be realistic.
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Had my Math paper today. I think that I wouldn't fail till so 'jialat la'. Yesterday, I SMSed Su Ting to complain about how lost I was. She replied something really sweet. This was her reply..
' I oso die. Don worry. Die together then. Just try your best study la.'

Ah Ting & I are Lun's personal alarm clock. There was once when we 'blast' her phone but to no avail. [ Anyway, we're blasting her mobile everyday ]
So, I SMSed her 'Home Mali Home!!!! Zombie arise!'
Then tried calling her again and she miraculously woke up! Su Ting laughed maniacally after I told her what happened. Oh yeah.. When I say blast, we really do blast. The number of times we call.. You wouldn't want to know.

There's no school tomorrow!!
TELL ME!!! HOW COOL IS THAT????!!!!
But I can't play or laze around. I have to study...
Everything seems so surreal. Another year is coming to an end.
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Your delicacy of discrimination is definitely top notch. The stuff that you do and say has caused me to look at you with such disdain.
Sometimes, I highly doubt the words popping out from your mouth.
'SHEEESHH!' You walking corpse.. 'Ppffftttt....'


It's raining, it's pouring
The old man is snoring
He went to bed and
Bumped his head
And he couldn't get up in the morning

IT'S TIME FOR THE-RE TO HIT THE SACK
*Ignore the timing. Time doesn't tally cause entry was edited at a much later time

This man is so AMAZING!
PHENOMENAL! OUTSTANDING! STUPENDOUS!
A prodigious feat.

I don't know if the lead of that video is homosexual but who cares?
HE IS AWESOME!
Derrick Barry!!!! YOU ARE HOT!
MY OH MY! I'm think I'm going crazy.. LOL!!!!!!

Why aren't my Gay friends as hot as that? Aiya! I'm just joking la. Happy? You women are pretty. Those that have got their OPs half way through, get it done quick! You want to die as a SheMale? LOL!

Finally!!
The long awaited weekend is here!
I can sleep! I can Sleep! I can SLEEP!

I sat through the chinese papers yesterday. I think that I can pass my paper one. I have to say.. I'm rather proud of the chinese essay I wrote.
It may not be all proper and stuff but it's the best I've ever wrote in my whole life!
No more waking up at 630 or 7 for 2days!! Even though it's just two days, it matters alot to me.

Prelims and O's are SHIT! I want to get my ass moving. I don't wish to be stuck on the same spot. The 'education level' has got to get a move on. BUDGE you fucking thing!

You won't want to end up stuck with me. I'm a loser with no life.

The perfect life is the perfect lie.
- CUTE without the E -

Time grabs you but you can't grab time
There's another turning point up ahead
Heed my advise
Make the best of this opportunity as it is a lesson learnt in time
Frame up the still photographs in your mind - Memories
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Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.


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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbnE2-l6NxU

Must see.. Damn cute

I'm feeling lethargic and I want to 'siam' away from the books for awhile. My body would stiffen at the sight of books. Whenever the books flip open and the wind blows, the pages hiss and I'll be able to smell it's putrid breath a mile away. This is another essay done but this time round, someone DID help and ar teacher mark already ar... So, it's kind of like edited. =) But got some never change cause I don't know how to ar. Hahaha

Confidence

Confidence can either be an emotional state of mind or be subjective. Generally,confidence is being certain.Confidence is one of the factors needed to reach the top.

Self-confidence,believing in own abilites or rather self-assurance in one ability to succeed,is the first step one has to take before becoming successful.Since that it is the the first step one has to take,it would probably be the toughest of all. For example, the starting up of a car and a baby learning how to walk. More power would be needed to kick-start the engine of a car.An infant has to tumble and fall before it succeeds in taking his or her first steps. The similarities? They are all tougher at the beginning. Therefore, self-confidence plays a major role in being successful.

However, being overly-confident may lead you to the downfall of your hopes.Too much of a good thing can bring you down - everything in moderation. People who are overly-confident are what people call as arrogant,prideful,egocentric and self-centered whereas those that lacks confidence are known as sensitive or attention seekers.

The lack of confidence and being overly-confident are actually interlinked.People who are boastful or overly confident are generally people with low self-esteem.They build their happiness onto the sorrows of others.This is one of the methods used to help themselves feel better. Those that lack confidence use the exact same method. They too habitually put others down and cause others to feel inferior.Naturally,they have their issues.

They both lack trust and fear new experiences. Disappointments and defeats would cause them to break-down. They have a strong need for approval and have to be frequently reassured.Whenever they are handed a task,they tend to feel intimidated even if it is a small one.Normally,they would be reluctant to express their point of views or ideas because they believe that by doing so,they would be vulnerable to attacks.The feeling of insecurity causes them to be sensitive to criticism but overly critical to others.Tall tales and exaggerated success would be told by them to help cover up the feelings of inadequacy. Everyday, they would be using a lot of energy to maintain a false image.

To be submerged with confidence or to have the absence of confidence are both unhealthy. It is always good to have a balance in everything. It can be the bane of one's life or the potion that one needs.
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My heart is smouldering in resentment. I'm making no effort to hide my disdain. TIRED AND CRANKY!
Prelims are screwed up and O's fucked up. I am getting disgusted and I want to protest so badly! English's up tomorrow. I better at least get a C5 for english or I'll chop off my hands and never write another story. Hahaha!

I'm starving. I'll go stuff my face with food. ByeBye!
Iced Milo would be of great help now.


I was always picked last for teams
I was a loser kid
And the teachers didn't care
They just left me sitting there
I don't know what I did
But since then
How the tides have turned
Cause I used to be the loser kid
Who always ran and hid
The kick me sign was always on me
Now it's all history
I put it all behind me

Stuck in a place filled with restrictions and all that I'm ever allowed to do is dream.
As I peer out from the windows of my room, I see people having fun. I waved but no one could see me. I attempted to walk over but my movements were locked. With violent effort, I finally struggled free. Those people out there playing turned out to be imaginary.
Don't look back, Drive away

Lost in the moment where the stars align
Counting down to the days I'll see you again
So enamored with you that I think I'm blind
I'm so into you but I can't read your mind
I'm jealous at every guy that looks at you
At times like these, I know....
I just had to have you for myself

The-Re's SHIT

Big LuLu Ting Ting

Miss XY [ Mentor Mentor!! ]
Chye Xiang Lao Shi =)
Miss Sally
Asmine
Florence
Jack
Jo
Lala
Michelle
Shirlyna
Yvette

Fen
Rebeccaa

Adeline
Chia PoP
Elephont
Joanne
Nicole
Shin Yee
Yan Ping
Yi Lin

Christopher [Bro]
Amulet
Ivan
Jaz
Miss K
Natasha
Kiwi
Yan Zhen
Sophia

For some reasons, I am very touchy today. We're getting back our report books tomorrow. I don't feel like going to school. It's so far away.

I guess that Pals & I would be meeting up to study together first since that we have to arrive in school by 3. Why must people come ask 'How's O's?' How am I supposed to know how is it?!
I have yet to go through it.

Sacrebleu

"I got 12 for O's. You sure can get higher than me." This line contains jocoseness. Stop talking to me about O's unless if we're in this shit together.


You were born an original.
Don't die a copy.
This person sent me lots of stuff on Scorpios last night. These were being BOLD by her when she sent it over. I get your point.

Scorpio is considered highly passionate, imaginative, determined, persevering and inflexible.
They appear to be confident but deep down, they're not.

Scorpio has total ego. Knows what he/she is and he/she knows what he/she is not, and nothing anyone else thinks will change this knowledge. Insults roll right off his/her back, and compliments don't move him/her a fraction of an inch. He/She needs one to tell him his vices or his virtues. At best, he'll calmly agree with your appraisal; at worst, he'll/she'll suspect your motives.

there is a particular type of Scorpio who moves and speaks rather quickly, and appears to have an open, friendly manner.They're just not soft or naive.

If you're sensitive, don't ask his/her opinion or advice. You'll get the naked, brutal truth. You asked him/her, he'll/she'll tell you. Scorpio will not pay a false compliment to gain a point or win an ally. It's beneath him/her to flatter. When he/she says something nice to you, treasure it. You can be sure it's sincere and unvarnished.

Scorpio is intensely loyal to friends. Scorpio never forgets a gift or a kindness, and it's richly rewarded. Conversely, he also remembers an injury or an injustice, but there are different ways of reacting. He must totally destroy the enemy, or at least top him.

Scorpio is deeply interested in religion, intensely curious about all phases of life and death, passionately concerned with sex and violently drawn by a desire to reform.

He's/She's fiercely possessive of what he believes to be his, including success, but his/her ambition is never obvious.

Most Scorpios are highly intuitive, which can make them either very compassionate and empathic or very cruel and vindictive, because they know where other people’s weak points are. Scorpios like to explore the profound in life and have little interest in small talk.

They have an incredible amount of sympathy for those who truly deserve it, but no sympathy or patience for whiners and people who are the authors of their own misfortune.Toward those for whom they have sympathy, Scorpios are fiercely protective, compassionate and self-sacrificing.Will move mountains to help someone

Scorpios are extremists. Everything they do is all-or-nothing. They are risk-takers

Scorpios don’t like to show any weakness. They are cautious about what they show to the world. They also usually have a strong desire for power and a fear of others having power over them. This can cause problems when Scorpios deal with authority figures.

Scorpios can experience a lot of anxiety, but not usually over the things that make other people anxious.

Scorpios don’t like to have anyone telling them what to do. Wants total freedom of action

The positive aspect of Scorpio is their unswerving dedication once their emotions are engaged.

The Scorpio friend, as a rule only has a few friends and expects loyalty from them. Scorpio is not a natural socializer, but will keep close friends for many years. Scorpios are loners who look to themselves to solve problems. It is often said that a Scorpio wants to know everyone's secret but never willingly divulges his or her own.

Regards flirting and flattery as insulting
Will learn only from a person seen as stronger

All Scorpios like to keep their true nature as hidden as possible.

Positive: Investigative, Passionately caring, Protective, Emotional, Understands failings
Negative: Self-destructive, Ruthless, Overbearing, Jealous, Possessive, Dangerous, Quick-tempered, Sadistic, Cunning

Likes
mysteries, secrets, winning, strategy

Dislikes
being analyzed, being asked personal questions,too many compliments, having to trust a stranger.

You've got lots of time to spare don't you? GET A LIFE sucker!
Don't you understand anything from the snide remarks I've made?
__
McGriddles for breakfast tomorrow!
YI-PEE!

Anyway, I eat them separated. First the bread then the egg and the sausage. It's called 'Saving the best for last'. I do it all the time. I eat all burgers separated.



If there's egg, I dump the egg yolk aside. Is egg yolk even edible?!
Please spit that yellow goo-ey thing out..

------------------------------------------------

Mirage said that....


hey u know research says females only got 10% of testosterones of males.
and it say lesbian sex is the worse

2 female is worse combination. no sex drive after 6 mths
which is true u know
we show love thru cuddles and stuff.
sex is dead

actually straight ppl are the best combi la. not too horny also

gays r all abt sex
lots of one night stand and flings
u imagine 100% + 100%
wtf

at least 100% + 10% still quite normal
lesbians ... 10% + 10% =(

thats why lesbians have flings too
us females have this hormone called PEA tt is produced when something is new and exciting
its only secreted up to 6 mths of meeting a person.
then after tt. everything is dull again

I never knew these.
If it looks odd, it's because.. We were chatting over MSN. Then, I just copy & paste everything she typed. Haha

I don't have Flings. Am I still normal? LOL!

These are Mirage's kids. Aren't they sweet? She has 2cats and a dog. It used to be 2 dogs and a cat.

DeLorean DMC-12.
I'll own one next time
How preposterous

Get me a toy car model of it?
I'll be really grateful. I'll appreciate it a lot.

"She did a bunji jump, rope snapped
She passed away
But that’s okay"


Su Ting is a Ah Pu Nei Nei
Sometimes, I feel and have to agree that those that are richer has more opportunities. They have more opened doors.

Is it my turn to cry alone in the dark?
Go:Audio - Made up stories




Life gives you lots of chances to screw up
Yet, it also means
You have just as many chances to get it right

Super Auntie! You never fail to make my day

Hopefully, tomorrow would be a better day.
Dealt with Mcdonald cravings.
I've purchased new VCDs today. One CD costs lesser than $10. There is this corner in Gramophone that offers a Bargain galore.

Anyway, they're those really old shows that are probably long forgotten. Stuff like, Jason or that Chainsaw man. They are all Freddie's best friend. You know?
Jason, Freddie and that Chainsaw guy??!!
I only got 3 in the end. At the back of the cover,the words 'violence and gore' were imprinted on it . Hopefully, I wouldn't be disappointed.

Know Hannibal? I watched it while eating 'Bak Gua'. It's categorized as M18 and it's gore. After watching it, I kept screaming to Su Ting.
"Why is it M18?! Why is it Gore?!"
If you think I'm siao, most people asked me this too.. Haha! Su Ting & Ver did ask too. So, I am perfectly normal. If you're thinking of watching it, I think that it's better read than watched. Anyway, we came down to a conclusion... Probably, it's because it's anthropophagy.

I hope that someone would do a movie on Endocannibalism and Exocannibalism. I don't know what's there to do but I'll sure that if anyone were to think of it, it'll be really cool. The people from the tribe 'Endo-Lu-Lu' would be wiped out first. 'Exo-hu-hu' will prevail over the 'Endo-Lu-Lus' in the battle. LOL!

Recently, I'm back into writing essays. At least one is written a day. It feels nice to know that it's 'My pencil and I' again.

I LOVE MY PENCIL!!!!

You'll never get a chance to laugh at my antics again.Standoffish? I don't care.. You deserve the 'cold shoulder' treatment and you've missed out on all the ridiculous interludes all these while anyway.
We've all been loquacious today =)
"Look at how free that bird is! Soaring up in the sky. I yearn to be as free as that bird. FREEDOM!!!!" When suddenly "BANG!" The bird gets shot down.

FREEDOM ------> FREE - DOOM

I don't know what I'm saying. Haha. I think that restrictions are everywhere. Everyone and everything has to live with it. There is no absolute freedom. Well, I may be wrong.

There is a cycle to everything. For example...






















Do you get my point? In fact, do you get what the diagram is trying to say? If it's a no... Then hahaha! It's ok. I don't get myself either. Couldn't be bothered with the details.

You gain some, you lose some.
Technology advances and we humans lag behind. (Can't be bothered to elaborate)
We gain convinence but lose several abilities.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm under the domination of technology. I shouldn't say I feel because..
I AM!! I would die without my Ipod.

I MAY BE WRONG IN ALL THE SHIT I'VE TYPED HERE!

I'm digging away at assignments that might save my ass. Drudging all day long. Crawling over the mountain of books. I'm caught in the toils of desperation. Such dull and distasteful tasks. So sian... So Sian... SO SIAN........ I think my com is going crash anytime soon.

OEI OEI OEI!! You SIBEI ATTITUDE SIAL!

"A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence"

She said that it wouldn't hurt.
She said that it's ok to bleed once in awhile.
It's now or never. Some decisions will inevitably cut both ways.

A hog in armour is still but a hog

MSN's COCKED UP
Got anything, call or SMS me la! hahaha
Cannibals on the loose





























Cheryl drew this portrait of Su Ting. The first one is Abbot Chai. The second one is when Abbot Chai transforms to 'Qian Shou Chai Niang Niang'.


Dope is for Dopes
Crack is Whack
Sobriety is Serious Businsess
&
Business is Good

Sophomore slump is an uphill battle.
Why so serious?

Encumbered with responsibilities?
Ditch that heavy pack.
Free Spirit! Free Agent!
We're not responsible for our actions to any authority.
Authority? PUI!!!
I'm just kiddin'
Why so serious?
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I wouldn't deny the fact that we can do a lot more when someone would hold our hands and guide us
Life is a collection of memories, remembered and forgotten, hence the eraser at the end
Once in a while, we get down or blunt or a little too conceited. So, we get a rude awakening and painful sharpening
The more we learn and grow, the shorter our lives are left with - the pencil gets shorter
A pencil can cause an impact on a person's life if it's willing to go that extra mile

Anyway, I don't want people holding on to my hand guiding me. I call that, 'leading by the nose'.
But, if you're someone close to me, I would call that guiding. Haha! You'll know it when I really don't mind.
I'm all ears when you share opinions but I would love to make my own decisions. To me, guiding is when you give opinions but NOT make choices for me. Even if I do make the wrong choices, allow me to learn from it. I've been through these alone for years. You know that I wouldn't die.
At times, I do fail to come to a decision so I'll tell you 'Go ahead, decide'.
All you think that I'm stubborn,bullheaded. I have to agree but to only a certain extent.
Aiya.. Whatever la...
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Less Than Jake - For the rest of my life

I fell asleep last Saturday
Underneath polluted skies
I walked alone in those Jersey nights
And I
Saw the board walk start to fall
The emptiness starts to drown
The quiet corners of this town tonight

Late last night I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiar
I feel like letting go
And every second that goes by
I'm screaming out for second tries

Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there’s no one left to tell me the truth

It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
I've got to live with them the rest of my life

This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can't erase
This is my life support
Shutting down
For the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

If you won't forgive me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I’m still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life
You had me at "Hello".
I guess it's time to let it go. I have to be realistic.
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Had my Math paper today. I think that I wouldn't fail till so 'jialat la'. Yesterday, I SMSed Su Ting to complain about how lost I was. She replied something really sweet. This was her reply..
' I oso die. Don worry. Die together then. Just try your best study la.'

Ah Ting & I are Lun's personal alarm clock. There was once when we 'blast' her phone but to no avail. [ Anyway, we're blasting her mobile everyday ]
So, I SMSed her 'Home Mali Home!!!! Zombie arise!'
Then tried calling her again and she miraculously woke up! Su Ting laughed maniacally after I told her what happened. Oh yeah.. When I say blast, we really do blast. The number of times we call.. You wouldn't want to know.

There's no school tomorrow!!
TELL ME!!! HOW COOL IS THAT????!!!!
But I can't play or laze around. I have to study...
Everything seems so surreal. Another year is coming to an end.
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Your delicacy of discrimination is definitely top notch. The stuff that you do and say has caused me to look at you with such disdain.
Sometimes, I highly doubt the words popping out from your mouth.
'SHEEESHH!' You walking corpse.. 'Ppffftttt....'


It's raining, it's pouring
The old man is snoring
He went to bed and
Bumped his head
And he couldn't get up in the morning

IT'S TIME FOR THE-RE TO HIT THE SACK
*Ignore the timing. Time doesn't tally cause entry was edited at a much later time

This man is so AMAZING!
PHENOMENAL! OUTSTANDING! STUPENDOUS!
A prodigious feat.

I don't know if the lead of that video is homosexual but who cares?
HE IS AWESOME!
Derrick Barry!!!! YOU ARE HOT!
MY OH MY! I'm think I'm going crazy.. LOL!!!!!!

Why aren't my Gay friends as hot as that? Aiya! I'm just joking la. Happy? You women are pretty. Those that have got their OPs half way through, get it done quick! You want to die as a SheMale? LOL!

Finally!!
The long awaited weekend is here!
I can sleep! I can Sleep! I can SLEEP!

I sat through the chinese papers yesterday. I think that I can pass my paper one. I have to say.. I'm rather proud of the chinese essay I wrote.
It may not be all proper and stuff but it's the best I've ever wrote in my whole life!
No more waking up at 630 or 7 for 2days!! Even though it's just two days, it matters alot to me.

Prelims and O's are SHIT! I want to get my ass moving. I don't wish to be stuck on the same spot. The 'education level' has got to get a move on. BUDGE you fucking thing!

You won't want to end up stuck with me. I'm a loser with no life.

The perfect life is the perfect lie.
- CUTE without the E -

Time grabs you but you can't grab time
There's another turning point up ahead
Heed my advise
Make the best of this opportunity as it is a lesson learnt in time
Frame up the still photographs in your mind - Memories
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Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.


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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbnE2-l6NxU

Must see.. Damn cute

I'm feeling lethargic and I want to 'siam' away from the books for awhile. My body would stiffen at the sight of books. Whenever the books flip open and the wind blows, the pages hiss and I'll be able to smell it's putrid breath a mile away. This is another essay done but this time round, someone DID help and ar teacher mark already ar... So, it's kind of like edited. =) But got some never change cause I don't know how to ar. Hahaha

Confidence

Confidence can either be an emotional state of mind or be subjective. Generally,confidence is being certain.Confidence is one of the factors needed to reach the top.

Self-confidence,believing in own abilites or rather self-assurance in one ability to succeed,is the first step one has to take before becoming successful.Since that it is the the first step one has to take,it would probably be the toughest of all. For example, the starting up of a car and a baby learning how to walk. More power would be needed to kick-start the engine of a car.An infant has to tumble and fall before it succeeds in taking his or her first steps. The similarities? They are all tougher at the beginning. Therefore, self-confidence plays a major role in being successful.

However, being overly-confident may lead you to the downfall of your hopes.Too much of a good thing can bring you down - everything in moderation. People who are overly-confident are what people call as arrogant,prideful,egocentric and self-centered whereas those that lacks confidence are known as sensitive or attention seekers.

The lack of confidence and being overly-confident are actually interlinked.People who are boastful or overly confident are generally people with low self-esteem.They build their happiness onto the sorrows of others.This is one of the methods used to help themselves feel better. Those that lack confidence use the exact same method. They too habitually put others down and cause others to feel inferior.Naturally,they have their issues.

They both lack trust and fear new experiences. Disappointments and defeats would cause them to break-down. They have a strong need for approval and have to be frequently reassured.Whenever they are handed a task,they tend to feel intimidated even if it is a small one.Normally,they would be reluctant to express their point of views or ideas because they believe that by doing so,they would be vulnerable to attacks.The feeling of insecurity causes them to be sensitive to criticism but overly critical to others.Tall tales and exaggerated success would be told by them to help cover up the feelings of inadequacy. Everyday, they would be using a lot of energy to maintain a false image.

To be submerged with confidence or to have the absence of confidence are both unhealthy. It is always good to have a balance in everything. It can be the bane of one's life or the potion that one needs.
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My heart is smouldering in resentment. I'm making no effort to hide my disdain. TIRED AND CRANKY!
Prelims are screwed up and O's fucked up. I am getting disgusted and I want to protest so badly! English's up tomorrow. I better at least get a C5 for english or I'll chop off my hands and never write another story. Hahaha!

I'm starving. I'll go stuff my face with food. ByeBye!
Iced Milo would be of great help now.


I was always picked last for teams
I was a loser kid
And the teachers didn't care
They just left me sitting there
I don't know what I did
But since then
How the tides have turned
Cause I used to be the loser kid
Who always ran and hid
The kick me sign was always on me
Now it's all history
I put it all behind me

Stuck in a place filled with restrictions and all that I'm ever allowed to do is dream.
As I peer out from the windows of my room, I see people having fun. I waved but no one could see me. I attempted to walk over but my movements were locked. With violent effort, I finally struggled free. Those people out there playing turned out to be imaginary.
Don't look back, Drive away

Lost in the moment where the stars align
Counting down to the days I'll see you again
So enamored with you that I think I'm blind
I'm so into you but I can't read your mind
I'm jealous at every guy that looks at you
At times like these, I know....
I just had to have you for myself