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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Quailty time is making up for lost time and time lost is never found again.

Prolly to you, it goes this way.
He who gains time gains everything and time is money. To you, money is everything & you love money more than anything else.

Money is a wonderful thing, but it is possible to pay too high a price for it. Since that money is your everything then there's no too high price you can pay except money. LOL!

The bad news is time flies. and the good news is you're the pilot. So instead of asking "What am I getting?" from a job, why not ask "What am I becoming?"

'I earn !@#$%^&* a month. More than enough for you to study in pte schools for the remaining education ladder you have to climb because you can't make it into the mainstream. It's also enough for you to be a BUM for the rest of your life in case you can't make it in pte schools too.'
She beary lude hor? Maker dis kind ob statement? Don't be sad. At least you get to study. Hahaha!

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
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11:20 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Spent time with Verne yesterday! =)
Verne met Cassandra & Cassandra met Verne.

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

9:18 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
She makes my heart go Bang Bang Boom
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YEAH!
Ting Ting is back!!!!!

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

10:57 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
One's ability to be charitable, to feel humble, to forgive and be appreciative are strengths within us that most of us seem to ignore. These strengths deflate our easily inflated egos which helps us pay more respect to other human beings - and all living things on our planet.

We live life with survival instincts. Populated pragmatism is the way of life. To live on, you can't be human. You have to be a materialistic flesh-and-blood 'robot'.

Living in a life that's fast-paced, most of us sometimes fail to reflect. We fail to think who we once were,what we are now. We never fail to think about the things we do not have but we suck at think about the things we have. We screw it all up when it comes to the word 'appreciation'.

There's still a long way to go and a lot more to learn.

Like what parents used to always tell their kids.
" You batter pinish your food ah! The children in Apfica no have food to eat ar!"

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

11:51 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
'Whoa! What brings??!! Fancy seeing you around here.'
It turned out that Auntie Chicken had returned to Singapore and gave Duck a surprise visit.

Auntie Chicken passed a bag of Famous Amos to Duck and said 'I got this for you. I remember that you loved Famous Amos ever since you were a kid.' Being the glutton that Duck had always been, she was enraptured by the bag of Famous Amos. Feeling that something is amiss, Duck could feel her heart pulsate rapidly and heavily.

'Are you busy now?' questioned Auntie Chicken as her eyes looked straight into Duck's eyes. Duck wanted to lie about it but a 'No' rolled off her tongue. Perhaps, Duck's reflexs were too slow. The frequency between the mind and the mouth had a disconnection.

'6years of pounding on drums, 19years of doodling and 3years of being a delinquent. I'm glad to know that you've changed when you hit the age of 16 and was no longer a delinquent. But then, Young woman! You've wasted enough time on drums and idle drawings. When school starts, study study study! Education is everything. An education is how you'll make something of yourself.'
This was Auntie Chicken's opinion. Just that, it was expressed in a commanding order. Therefore, it is an order.

Duck, known to be as stubbon as a mule would never give in to that. But Auntie Chicken said more than those stated above. She said stuff that could bring anyone down.

When the conversation ended, Auntie Chicken left and Duck could hear herself sniffing.
'Don't you dare cry.No crying you little bastard. No tears and definately not for you. Buck up!' This phrase replayed in Ducks' mind like an old broken recorder.


Threw it all away
Passion's in the way


I adore my mum while taking her for granted. Just like every regular kid out there. My Mum's flaw is that she didn't make me work for it. She loves me coming and going, at my worst and at my best. There never was,not for a moment, a question of trust from me to her. If my mums says it, I believe it.

My Mum wasn't easy on me. She never did spare the rod when I was younger but she loved me. She had a bottomless well of love for me.

Kids chase the love that eludes them. Kids assume so much from one parent and hold the other to a lower, looser standard. I was wrong.

I am a Mummys' girl and not a Aunties' girl. Bottomless well of love beats bottomless well of dough,hands down. Even though 'no bread,no love' but it's love from a Mother to a child now. It's just different. Special and unique in every way.

I'm not afraid of death. I'm just afraid of my Mum having to leave me or Me having to leave my Mum.

Mum never did stand up for me when I was bullied in the past but she stood up for me by being my Mum.

This would be a song best suited for my Mum if I were to dedicate a song for her.. Don't get me wrong. I do not want to make out with her. You'll know which parts are meant for it if you think with your head and not your arse.


So many people gonna say that they want you,
To try to get you thinking they really care,
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one
Who has put in the time and you know he's gonna be there,
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it,
Don't let nobody put you down, who your with
Take the pain of protecting your name,
From the crutch to the cane to the highwire

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the women just when i met her,
Took my sweet time when i was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when i wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x2]

Out the many broken backdoors and windows,
Through the valley of the love of the lost,
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down
From the thrones without leaving any windows,
But you drown in a piece for the moment,
The moment was over in time,
Then its gone the hit and run the tactless one has a short life

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the women just when i met her,

Took my sweet time when i was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when i wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x2]

Gonna tell you what you do to think you practice what you preach,
Now i know there's nothing we cant preach,
'cause the heart can't erase once it finds a place to be warm and welcome,
To be held in shelter

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the women just when i met her
Took my sweet time when i was bitter
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right
Give me that feeling every night
Wants to make love when i wanna fight
Now someone understands me
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x3]
Who knows me better
Wants to make love when i wanna fight
Now someone understand me

I repeat!! I do not want to make out with my Mum.

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Why do something tomorrow, when it could be done the day after tomorrow?
There is always tomorrow.
When in doubt do nothing.

Its better to have loafed and lost than never to have loafed at all.

What is liberty? Leisure.
Happiness depends on Leisure.
Workers can't think.
If you are losing your leisure, you may be losing your soul.

He who loafs last loafs longest.

Imagination is more important than knowledge.
All the evil people in the world are already busy.
To idle people every day is a festival.
You cannot think and work at the same time.
Children ought to be idle -- it's good for them.
Thinkers don't work and workers don't think.

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i'm waking up at the start of the end of the world
but it's feeling just like every other morning before
now i wonder what my life is gonna mean if it's gone
cars are moving like a half a mile an hour
and i started staring at the passengers waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time

when i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well, i guess we're gonna find out
let's see How Far We've Come
let's see how far we've come
well, i believe it all is coming to an end
oh well i guess we're gonna pretend
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

i think you turned to the clock but i don't really know
and i can't remember caring pouring out of her soul
started crying and i couldn't stop myself
i started running but there's nowhere to run to
i sat down on the street took a look at myself
say where we're going but you don't know where it's headed oh well
say your goodbyes if you got someone you can say goodbye to

it's gone, gone, baby it's all gone
there's no-one in the corner and there's no-one at home
it's cool, cool, it was just all cool
it's over for me and it's over for you
now it's no don't, baby it's all gone
there's no-one in the corner and there's no-one at home
it's cool, cool, it was just all coolit's over for me and it's over for you


[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

12:04 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009


[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

1:41 AM
Mum's ill again. -sigh-

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It all started out on the first of Jan. Things got a step further on the night of Jan 11th. Which was my Mum's birthday and a day before the release of the O's results. I didn't quite make the mark.

You helped me make calls to SIM then accompained me to SIM to ask about the Diploma stuff. On that day, you asked if I were yours thrice. I replied No thrice. That had hurt you. You said that I'm only a kid. So, you'll let me off.

28th Jan. You teared because you couldn't stop me from drinking. In the end, we made a pact that I can't drink for a year.

On Jan 30th, misunderstandings popped up and it made you really angry then it made you cry. I remember you crying while driving me to work. I apologized but it didn't really work. It happened because I was never the kind that bothered to explain myself. You came to pick me up from work after that. We had a long talk at the roof of the carpark in your car. I said that we're friends with a smile. Then, I made you cry again. Soon, it turned Jan 31st and the clock struck 0315. That was when things got another step further.

2nd feb. You started work. Everything was still smooth as there wasn't much stress yet. You still wait for me to knock off then call me on the phone every night. A week passed and it was still ok. Another week passed and it was still alright.

Until...... Recently..
Things changed and stuff.. We talked things out yesterday and things are supposed to get better.

I remember what you'll always do for me when I'm asleep. You'll cover me with the blanket so that I wouldn't catch a cold. You'll wake up and make sure that my head isn't off the bed. You'll pat me to sleep or sayang my head. You always say 'You are so spolit! I'm not going to spoil you any further.' Despite saying this, you still do spoil me even up till today. Just that, it's not so obvious like the past.


I ought to thank you for everything. =)
Thanks for being so nice to watch DragonBall with me. Remember that it's Goku & not Kugo. Next, you must watch Street Fighter with me. I love you Bud!

Where is my Chilli Crab???!!!!!!

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

1:17 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Leave your things behind
Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps, you bubble wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So let go, let go, jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
Let go, let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You've 20 seconds to comply


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I want to scream, until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I don't have to make a bad impression

I need to start to be myself
Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

8:44 AM
Your kiss, your kiss will be the ultimate
Your kiss, your kiss

You walked in
Indie rock used to be dirty pop
Could you be everything;
My rise and my fall?
Rescue me, 9 to 5
40 fires in your eyes
I don't care what you buy
Just don't you go

No need to leave the light on
There's no one here tonight
Only you and I

Kill me in a record shop now
One shot and you took me down
I could feel it when the arrow hit
You sunk me with your deadly lips
Your kiss, your kiss will be the ultimate
Your kiss, your kiss
I can't get over it

Now, spin me round the record shop
Look at you, the record stops
Will you run, or flirt til it hurts?
Dance with me, with your eyes
As you scream through the aisles
Bury me a 12 inch grave
And don't you go

Tonight, tonight
Don't leave me tonight
Reach for me, just one time
As the sun sets behind
Don't say goodbye, goodbye
Don't say goodbye

Your kiss, your kiss will be the ultimate
Your kiss, your kiss
I can't get over it

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

8:36 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
The nights grow cold
Im growing older
Everyday you're gone
It's more lonesome than the last one
I've spent all this time
Without you in my life
And you're still on my mind
Nothing ever feels alright

I'm tired of being alone
Why dont you just come home
Because i miss you so
And i want you to know

If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles again
If you could just see me now
You wouldnt have a doubt
We could just start this love all over
And forget all the things we know
If you could see me now
Somehow

Everything i said
Wasnt what i meant
I hope you can forget
And i can leave all my regrets
Behind tonight
And catch a flight to Boston
And come start a new life
And this time we can do it right

I'm tired of being alone
Why dont you just come home
Because i miss you so
And i want you to know

If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles again
If you could just see me now
You wouldnt have a doubt
We could just start this love all over
And forget all the things we know
If you could see me now
Somehow

If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles

If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles again
If you could just see me now
You wouldnt have a doubt
We could just start this love all over
And forget all the things we know
If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles again
If you could see me now
Somehow


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Time keeps moving but I stood idle

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

11:38 AM

Whenever I'm setting off to game, I see this picture.
Whenever I'm about to sign in MSN, I see this picture.
This is my desktop background.
I miss these idiot. That includes Little Seannie hiding behind Ah Kok ah!
Haha..
-Love Love-




[Don't Know, Don't Care]
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9:53 AM
Friday, March 6, 2009
If we did all the things that we're capable of, we'll literally astound ourselves.

And to quote from that 'Benjamin Button' show - You can curse and swear at fate but in the end, you'll have to let go.

Please stop interrupting me while I'm trying to ignore you.
This is a WARNING. I know Karate, Judo, Ninjutsu and 40 other dangerous words.

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
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1:14 AM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Sorry.. =)

Yours Sincerely
Carls Junior

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

5:07 PM
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Sometimes I'll just wish that you have a little more time for me. Those hours on the phone are just different. It's different from spending time together side by side. I miss how it all started out. I feel how you're feeling too.

Work hard, Earn more to feed Little Glutton!



I know that you give in to my weirdness but I do give in to your way of pragmatism too. The part on getting a new one. I shouldn't have said something like that but you were the one that said it would make you feel very insecure. Isn't getting a new one the best way out?

I'm missing you.

Mummy~~~~~~~~~~ Haha!



Well, here we are again
Throwing punchlines, no one wins
As the morning sun begins to rise, we're fading fast
And we won't work this out

Every single word's been said
Broke each other's hearts again
As the starlit sky begins to shine, we're breaking down
She screams out

No, we're not gonna work this out tonight
No, we're not gonna make this right
So I'll give a kiss and say goodbye
'Cause we're not gonna work this out
Tonight

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
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10:56 AM
Sunday, March 1, 2009
She got me a new watch on Friday night. She wanted to bring me to the turf club on Saturday. ( I think cause I keep saying I want to SEE!!!!! ) So, we were discussing should we go to this room where there's air-con & buffet or go stand with all the Ah-Peks in the sun.

Naturally, I replied excitedly, 'Stand with all the Ah-Peks!'
She was like 'Huh.... Later the Ah-Peks lose then they go 'HONG-GAN' & 'PUI' on the floor leh.'
I was like ' We can join them! We can HONG GAN AR! CB! ' Hahaha
We didn't go there in the end. Cannot wear Berms de leh!

So, she wanted to bring me to the SSO. But didn't in the end also. So yea yea....

I WANT HEATHER. Heather Leong something something. I haven't thought of a chinese name.

[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional

1:30 PM


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