I smell catastrophe and it's not a mile away. It's a few millimeters away.
'Cause whenever she has a plan, it's always a recipe for disaster.
Then later on..
Words like, ' I'm sorry if I dragged you down, I meant no harm ' would be repeated like the broken recorder.
Bzz.. Bzzz.. Bzz..

Cooking up the recipe for disaster is our profession. We totally rock at it! It's what we have in common. So, don't pai seh la!
We're a bunch of playful people grouped up and I have to agree that we get too wild at times. But, DAMN FUNNY LAR!

We're pals and pals stick by. No prob about it!

----------------------------------------------

Met Pals to study for the upcoming paper today. There was this part when we talked about our childhood again. It's only that, this time..
It's about the painful experiences we went through.LOL! We still remember the pain. Once again, Ah Ting is left alone because she has nothing to share. hahaha!
We also talked about the days when we were rebellious.

" Remember the time when it feels like you're going to die but you wake up alive? "
" Remember the time when you felt helpless? There was nothing you could do because, you're just a kid. "
All you could ever do was to pray that the power rangers would come to your rescue.

飘yang过海我吃的起苦.............................. LOL!

-11.54PM-

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!



* A lot more lies are needed to cover that one lie you've told
chui.. Chui.. CHUI..!!!!
Sibei SIAN ar..

Eheh.. I like damn stupid huh? Study ready still Chui..
Ya lor.. Got a lil..

HAHAHA!!

Sean & I

























It'll make you squirm and squeal.
NOTORIOUSLY DANGEROUS is what they say.

Does the thought of getting the records straight send you over the edge?
What are you going to do now since you're faced with this wave?
Stop running. It's time you faced up to it.

Eheh! Today I beat you HANDS DOWN la!
Stop, Drop, Roll...........................
Love can be heartless but love can also be pleasent
Fate can be merciless but it can also be benevolent
When striked on one unhappiness..
Should one lament or smile and let it pass?
For when I saw fate's cold-heartedness, you saw the other face of it.

Su Ting said this to Sean today.
'Got one Theresa & one Hai Lun enough le la! Now one more you.. I am going to die.'
Ah Ting ar! Be glad that such Jokers like us are willing to make you laugh till you get cramps ok..
Don't Kanasai la! Buay Tahan you leh!

I want a Drum Kit.
I want a New Deck.
I want a Canon EOS 450D.
( Not pro.. So, a entry level SLR would do. )
I want to complete all my Tattoos.
I want New Tattoos.
I want to get into Poly.

-Piag Piag Piag Piag-
I don't know.. I really don't know.. Haha!

It's SCREAM-O-TASTIC!
See.. I've told you so..............
Jean said:

" That it's not quite the conventional track but artists are usually born this way."
"It's all in the head sweetie.. It's all in the head."

Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

English papers tomorrow. I hope that I'll wake up with english that's satisfactory in quality. Even if it's just for one day!

English.. I HATE ENGLISH!
I'm a desperado
Underneath your window
I see your silhouette
Are you my Juliet
I feel a mad connection
With your body
Shake your bon-bon
Shake your bon-bon
Shake your bon-bon

She bangs, she bangs
Oh baby when she moves, she moves
I go crazy 'cause she
Looks like a flower
But she stings like a bee
Like every girl in history

There you are, in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
In the shadows
Come to come, come to me
Can't you see that

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why
why don't you let me love you

She's into superstitions black cats and voodoo dolls
I feel a premonition that girl's gonna make me fall
She's into new sensations new kicks in the candle light
She's got a new addiction for every day and night

She'll make you take your clothes off and go dancing in the rain
She'll make you live her crazy life but she'll take away your pain like a bullet to your brain
Come On!

Upside, inside out she's livin la vida loca
She'll push and pull you down, livin la vida loca
Her lips are devil red and her skin's the color mocha
She will wear you out livin la vida loca
Come On!
Livin la vida loca, Come on!
She's livin la vida loca

Woke up in New York City in a funky cheap hotel
She took my heart and she took my money she must've slipped me a sleeping pill
She never drinks the water and makes you order French Champagne
Once you've had a taste of her you'll never be the same
Yeah, she'll make you go insane

She'll make you take your clothes off and go dancing in the rain
She'll make you live her crazy life but she'll take away your pain like a bullet to your brain
Come On!

People like us should stop singing. LOL!
My 'Baby' has returned to me. I just got it back from Miss Jas today. She signed and drew some stuff on it. I'll load the pictures tomorrow. I promised Miss Jas, Miss Clara and Miss Jelly. Since that it's a promise made, it must be a promise kept.

I know how it feels when you see others hurting themselves but I've never experienced it before. You put me through that experienced and so, I decided to work my way to '************************************'.
Well, people don't understand why we do it too.. LOL!

Anyway, I've got great news to share!
I'm one of the chosen ones to go Indonesia. Which part? I don't know. They've repeated it a lot of times but I still can't remember. I must had been busy yakking away or locked up in my lala land.

I think that this trip wouldn't make a lot of difference for the people in the long run. I don't like the part on us staying in comfortable places while we're there. Probably, it's luxurious because the school has to be responsible for our safety. Since that it's my first time joining the school for such stuff, I'll learn as much as possible then do more after each and every trip. After all, nothing beats the wonder of placing a smile on someone's face.

Ah Ting and I would be backpacking together after we receive our scores for the O's. Destination? Taiwan. Which part? I don't know. Haha!
We both can't read maps and we hope that we'll get lost. SO EXCITING!! When I'm 21, I'll go backpacking in Italy alone. I hope that nothing would come in the way and clash with my plans. haha!

Prac's up in a few hours time. People with long hair, hair's up!
Ting ar! Remember to tie your hair.

Remember the scrapbook you girls gave me last year?
I was packing up my room a few days ago and I kinda like.....
*AHEM* Stepped on it... Ahahahahaha!

The cover page goes...
FOR: THERESA
[ the idiot ]

The 2nd page
Everything begins here and Everyone of us met here.
( CHEC )
Mag, Verne, Yue Hua, Shella, Hai Lun, Trina, Asmine, Cui Fen, Su Ting, The-Re

The Content

Hey Theresa!!
Happy 18th birthday to you. Hope you'll enjoy this very special day of yours and have lots of fun!! May you be blessed abundantly in all the things you do and also fufill all the desires of your heart. Happy Happy Birthday once again!!
~Magdalene~

To Theresa,
Happy Birthday to you.. It's been such a great joy to have such a great friend like you. You bring joy to me too!! =) In this special and joyful day, may you enjoy every second of it. May all the wishes come true and all the best in all things.. Continue to improve in your studies! You an A student! Believe in yourself and I believe in you too!!! Continue to bring joy to us...! Smiles...
~With love, Shella~

Hey The-Re,
Happy 18th Birthday to you... Can see that your exam results are great.. Continue to work hard for the next year. hahax.. Jia You worx.. Hope you will like the things that we prepare for you.. haha.. Lastly, have a Happy 18th Bdae celebration.. Haha..
~ From: Cui Fen ~

Happy 18th birthday to you.. Don't know you well, but just wish you a happy birthday and also all the best for your 'O' level next year.. hahax...
~ From: Trina ~

Happy 18th birthday 特丽莎!
Finally get to buy your own cigarettes. ROFL! SO PROUD RIGHT! haha.. Must act more womanly. Not young liao hor, next time old liao want to be pretty also too late. Coz old hag liao. Plastic surgery no good ( unless you want to fall to pieces and I shall go hospital visit you and do aerobics and then trip over your glucose and you die )

Last of all...
Thanks for being such a 'QUACKED' friend, or should I say 'WACKY' if you want to put it in nicer terms.. LOL.. Well, I can say I never regret getting to know all of you people! You people helped me in my education and as well as outside school. LAME STUFFS and all.. LOL!

SO, I guess we are all still waiting for the answer to this question.. WHEN EXACTLY ARE YOU GONNA TURN STRAIGHT?!?!?! ( YOU HAVE TO ANSWER )
DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO EXCUSES ROFL!
~ Ver ~

Hi The-Re,
Wishing ya a Happy Blessed Birthday! One year older lo... Heex.. Having you as a part of my life is definately a blessing to me. Cause you have indeed brighten up my days in school... =) Stay positive kays!! =)
~ With love, Yue Hua ~

Theresa Leong Wei Zhen!! Happy 18th Birthday!!!
Thank goodness! I am still 17. You very irritating la! I've to write everything in Eng jus becoz your Chinese sucks! Haiz, NVM, as I am a 好人... Muahaha!

OK! It's really my pleasure to know you, also , I am super glad to have you as my entertainer.. keke... Though every part of you is soooooooooooo idiotic!! Whahahaha!!

Haha... Somehow, I am very proud of you! Really happy for you as well as Ver. The results really prove that all our hardwork is worth it!! Continue it gal! Go ahead and pursue your dream. Saikaithrust ( obviously, I can't spell )Be really clear what you wanna do in the future. Being a Saikaithrust isn't easy. There's still a long way to go! Along the path, I am sure you'll have to go thru many many many obstacles! So, cannot be moody or give up. NO MORE CHAO KUAN! Haha..

Lastly, same Qns as Ver.. WHEN ARE YOU TURNING STRAIGHT? not trying to stress you, but really la! ASAP! really look forward to attend your wedding one dae!
hahahahahahaha =D Happy Birthday once again! ( dun know mus sae how many time lorx! SO! make sure you are really happy during birthday horx! )
~ Ting ~

Happy Birthday my dear fren!
18 liao.. One more year to face you, 5 days a week, I also don't know how to overcome this disaster.. haha.. Everyone has high hope in you, show to everyone that you actually can study de! I believe you can do even better.. And if that vegetarian dare bully you, tell me.. I will make her finish up all the animals in the poultry farm.. Haha.. Anyway, Happy Birthday Mars Man!!!
~ Lun ~

Happy Happy 18th B'Dae TO YOU! Terry :D
Hey, I don't know why, I love calling you terry. Sounded nice on you! hehe! Anyway, it's YOUR BIRTHDAY n I'm sorry I can't attend your Birthday party. I know you will be much happier having me there though we wasn't that close yet! BUT DON'T WORRY. MY PRESENSE is over there. Hehehehehehe! Anyway, enjoy ok? N hope that we can be close friend in the future :D
~ From: The pretty pretty Asmine ~
*wink*

Even though, the scrapbook you people made is out of shape and stuff, it's still beautiful. -PUKES-

-------------------------------------------------

Don't play with fire and cry when you get burnt.
Look at where you stand.
If you can't afford to, don't.
If I knew this.. If I knew that..
If I did this.. If I did that..
If only I.....
if If IF...

Decisions.. Considerations..
Denoting a position..
Possibilites.. Likelihood..

Verisimilitude.. Prevarication..

2007 - Let's skip this..
Let's skip that...






















































These are so last year.
I'll get myself out of this funk.
The only way of redemption is to slit your throat but it would leave a nasty scar.
LOL!

I'm lovin' it

"I should have drove all night
I would have run all the lights
I was misunderstood
I stumbled like my words, did the best I could
I 'm hanging outside your door
I've been here before
Misunderstood"

























This fluffy hippo is from Su. It even has my name [The-Re] sewn on it. Su! You're the first person to give me something PINK.
Jo got an elephant. THANK YOU SU! =)

-----------------------------

The one thing that I don't understand till now.
Everyone thinks that I'll make it for my O's but I'm the only one who thinks that I can't.
My Mum keeps telling me how fat I am everyday. ' Dua Pui Chee' is what she calls me. Whatever she calls me doesn't matter. It really doesn't because I think they're funny. Things like 'carrot legs, ball of lard, elephant' etc etc. I'm really fine with it. After all, it's been years.

A few days back, she said that if there ever is a vacuum cleaner that can suck fats out, she'll immediately queue for it. So that, she can help get rid of all the fats in me. I laughed along to it because IT'S FUNNY.. The actions she used while saying it.LOL!
The names she uses on me are rather creative. She has a mind so innovational. This isn't meant to be sardonic.

Recently, the tone that she says all these stuff has changed. She expressed anger. She railed at me for being fat. It's not causing me any mental or emotional suffering. Well.. Maybe a little and ANNOYED would be it. I hate that attitude of hers. It's getting up on my nerves.

I open the door...
Take the first step into the house...
'BBbbbbbrrrr Piang Piang Bang Boom!!'
The machine gun delivers a rapid and continuous fire of bullets.

I know that whatever I'm going to say now is going to be dumb.
Whenever, I hear that screeching voice of yours, my ears hurt. You're causing me to not want to come home before you're asleep because I do not think that there is a need to let you see me. You said that the sight of fat people makes you sick and when you see them, you think of me. Then, it worsens the way you feel.
I can still smile when you say these but get rid of that anger pal!
Let's imagine you saying it like how you normally do it.. It's funny la!

You said that whether I was home or not made no difference.
I know that it does make a difference because, I'm the only one who would mess up the house. =)
---------------------------------------------------------







"Dad I'm big but we're smaller than small
In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all
Still every mother's child sings a lonely song
So play with me, come play with me"

"And Hey Dad
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I..."

"Son for all I've told you
When you get right down to the
Reason for the world...
Who am I?"

There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see

Look at all these people playing Monopoly. Sheesh.......























During break today, Ver,Lun, Ting & I talked about how we used to play with our Mum's make-up, stockings, bras etc etc...
Pratically, 'Kids do & say the darnest things'.

We also talked about the toothfairy.
Help uphold veracity. Toothfaires are for real. They wear tutus and have prominent upper front tooth.
Ting didn't talk much. She has no childhood. LOL!

Do you still think about the disembodied spirit of the dead frequently at night?
I used to do it a lot when I was a kid. All thanks to my maid, Ibu. My cousins, bro & I call her Ibu. I wonder how she's doing.

' Ghost like to catch NAUGHTY children like you!'
I still strongly believe that everyone is everyone's teacher. There is something that I can learn from all you suckers out there. I'm sure that there's some good in every loser everywhere. LOL!

That smile can last longer then you think.
That action may last a lifetime.
The impact you made can cause a dent.

Who says that a person can't do much?
One man can do a ten men task. It's just how and a matter of time.
One man can change another man's life. Then you have 2 men.
The two men can go change others life.
It goes on & on & on & on........................................................

Everyone's neither black nor white.
We're all grey =)

To learn from a mistake, is to first admit your mistakes.
Something like that la ar.. CHIM-CHYE

Somewhat, that would matter to a certain extent
Tonight will be a 'HEAP' night.
Anyone wants to go for a haircut? Come look me up. We can go get it done together.
Then, I can say I have 'cutted' my hair.

2weeks and 2days left. Am I doing enough? I highly doubt that I'm even near hardworking when I look at Lun,Mag, Hua and Shella.

2 more weeks of consultation and BANG!
I think it's 2 more weeks of consultation.
After the O's..
I'M FREE!!!!!! Till the day we get back our results.
IF I don't make it for my O's, I'll ditch all you people! haha.. It'll be so 'Pai Seh'..























The animal resort notebook is the second similar notebook we have. The second
picture shows the lastest notebook we 4 have. Counting down to the days of doom. It's just another 2weeks and 4 days away. Time flies. It zooms like shit.

I'm already starting to miss my pals.

Sarcasm is our way of concern towards one another. We enjoy 'Bao-Dou-ing' one another too. The hottest favourite all time............
CHUA SU TING
'CHER! You see that vegetarian.. She sleeping.'

Verne, Hai Lun & Su Ting are the well-known total DORKS (Ver, Lun, Ting)
Asmine never fails to spark up an argument with me (Arsmin Kor)
Mag seems like a Mum whenever she's with us. Nag Nag Nag (Mai de lin)
Shella treats me like a kid I think. All the hugs and stuff. (Lala)
Cui Fen makes me feel taller. Unless if she wears heels. (Fen)
Yue Hua blushes everyday. Seriously Cute! (Hua/Ah Kok)
I am of course the human in the group. They're all aliens. Why am I in a group with them? I pity them.. So, Bor Bian.. haha! (The-Re/Ah Leong)

I LOVE ALL YOU SUCKERS!
Will you people marry me? EEYER LA!

They used to be faces I associate with school. Soon, there was an arterial burst of love! LOL!

You might say something smart on your way out, but you might just as easily say something stupid.

"Every life has one true-love snapshot."
Just like Ah Ting & her 'CUTIE PIE'. Ting ar.. Regret that April Fool prank you played? Haha

----------------------------------------------

I've got nothing better to do.
Call me Ms Fatty Bum Bum!!! Haha

The-Re's SHIT

Big LuLu Ting Ting

Miss XY [ Mentor Mentor!! ]
Chye Xiang Lao Shi =)
Miss Sally
Asmine
Florence
Jack
Jo
Lala
Michelle
Shirlyna
Yvette

Fen
Rebeccaa

Adeline
Chia PoP
Elephont
Joanne
Nicole
Shin Yee
Yan Ping
Yi Lin

Christopher [Bro]
Amulet
Ivan
Jaz
Miss K
Natasha
Kiwi
Yan Zhen
Sophia

I smell catastrophe and it's not a mile away. It's a few millimeters away.
'Cause whenever she has a plan, it's always a recipe for disaster.
Then later on..
Words like, ' I'm sorry if I dragged you down, I meant no harm ' would be repeated like the broken recorder.
Bzz.. Bzzz.. Bzz..

Cooking up the recipe for disaster is our profession. We totally rock at it! It's what we have in common. So, don't pai seh la!
We're a bunch of playful people grouped up and I have to agree that we get too wild at times. But, DAMN FUNNY LAR!

We're pals and pals stick by. No prob about it!

----------------------------------------------

Met Pals to study for the upcoming paper today. There was this part when we talked about our childhood again. It's only that, this time..
It's about the painful experiences we went through.LOL! We still remember the pain. Once again, Ah Ting is left alone because she has nothing to share. hahaha!
We also talked about the days when we were rebellious.

" Remember the time when it feels like you're going to die but you wake up alive? "
" Remember the time when you felt helpless? There was nothing you could do because, you're just a kid. "
All you could ever do was to pray that the power rangers would come to your rescue.

飘yang过海我吃的起苦.............................. LOL!

-11.54PM-

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!



* A lot more lies are needed to cover that one lie you've told
chui.. Chui.. CHUI..!!!!
Sibei SIAN ar..

Eheh.. I like damn stupid huh? Study ready still Chui..
Ya lor.. Got a lil..

HAHAHA!!

Sean & I

























It'll make you squirm and squeal.
NOTORIOUSLY DANGEROUS is what they say.

Does the thought of getting the records straight send you over the edge?
What are you going to do now since you're faced with this wave?
Stop running. It's time you faced up to it.

Eheh! Today I beat you HANDS DOWN la!
Stop, Drop, Roll...........................
Love can be heartless but love can also be pleasent
Fate can be merciless but it can also be benevolent
When striked on one unhappiness..
Should one lament or smile and let it pass?
For when I saw fate's cold-heartedness, you saw the other face of it.

Su Ting said this to Sean today.
'Got one Theresa & one Hai Lun enough le la! Now one more you.. I am going to die.'
Ah Ting ar! Be glad that such Jokers like us are willing to make you laugh till you get cramps ok..
Don't Kanasai la! Buay Tahan you leh!

I want a Drum Kit.
I want a New Deck.
I want a Canon EOS 450D.
( Not pro.. So, a entry level SLR would do. )
I want to complete all my Tattoos.
I want New Tattoos.
I want to get into Poly.

-Piag Piag Piag Piag-
I don't know.. I really don't know.. Haha!

It's SCREAM-O-TASTIC!
See.. I've told you so..............
Jean said:

" That it's not quite the conventional track but artists are usually born this way."
"It's all in the head sweetie.. It's all in the head."

Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

English papers tomorrow. I hope that I'll wake up with english that's satisfactory in quality. Even if it's just for one day!

English.. I HATE ENGLISH!
I'm a desperado
Underneath your window
I see your silhouette
Are you my Juliet
I feel a mad connection
With your body
Shake your bon-bon
Shake your bon-bon
Shake your bon-bon

She bangs, she bangs
Oh baby when she moves, she moves
I go crazy 'cause she
Looks like a flower
But she stings like a bee
Like every girl in history

There you are, in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
In the shadows
Come to come, come to me
Can't you see that

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why
why don't you let me love you

She's into superstitions black cats and voodoo dolls
I feel a premonition that girl's gonna make me fall
She's into new sensations new kicks in the candle light
She's got a new addiction for every day and night

She'll make you take your clothes off and go dancing in the rain
She'll make you live her crazy life but she'll take away your pain like a bullet to your brain
Come On!

Upside, inside out she's livin la vida loca
She'll push and pull you down, livin la vida loca
Her lips are devil red and her skin's the color mocha
She will wear you out livin la vida loca
Come On!
Livin la vida loca, Come on!
She's livin la vida loca

Woke up in New York City in a funky cheap hotel
She took my heart and she took my money she must've slipped me a sleeping pill
She never drinks the water and makes you order French Champagne
Once you've had a taste of her you'll never be the same
Yeah, she'll make you go insane

She'll make you take your clothes off and go dancing in the rain
She'll make you live her crazy life but she'll take away your pain like a bullet to your brain
Come On!

People like us should stop singing. LOL!
My 'Baby' has returned to me. I just got it back from Miss Jas today. She signed and drew some stuff on it. I'll load the pictures tomorrow. I promised Miss Jas, Miss Clara and Miss Jelly. Since that it's a promise made, it must be a promise kept.

I know how it feels when you see others hurting themselves but I've never experienced it before. You put me through that experienced and so, I decided to work my way to '************************************'.
Well, people don't understand why we do it too.. LOL!

Anyway, I've got great news to share!
I'm one of the chosen ones to go Indonesia. Which part? I don't know. They've repeated it a lot of times but I still can't remember. I must had been busy yakking away or locked up in my lala land.

I think that this trip wouldn't make a lot of difference for the people in the long run. I don't like the part on us staying in comfortable places while we're there. Probably, it's luxurious because the school has to be responsible for our safety. Since that it's my first time joining the school for such stuff, I'll learn as much as possible then do more after each and every trip. After all, nothing beats the wonder of placing a smile on someone's face.

Ah Ting and I would be backpacking together after we receive our scores for the O's. Destination? Taiwan. Which part? I don't know. Haha!
We both can't read maps and we hope that we'll get lost. SO EXCITING!! When I'm 21, I'll go backpacking in Italy alone. I hope that nothing would come in the way and clash with my plans. haha!

Prac's up in a few hours time. People with long hair, hair's up!
Ting ar! Remember to tie your hair.

Remember the scrapbook you girls gave me last year?
I was packing up my room a few days ago and I kinda like.....
*AHEM* Stepped on it... Ahahahahaha!

The cover page goes...
FOR: THERESA
[ the idiot ]

The 2nd page
Everything begins here and Everyone of us met here.
( CHEC )
Mag, Verne, Yue Hua, Shella, Hai Lun, Trina, Asmine, Cui Fen, Su Ting, The-Re

The Content

Hey Theresa!!
Happy 18th birthday to you. Hope you'll enjoy this very special day of yours and have lots of fun!! May you be blessed abundantly in all the things you do and also fufill all the desires of your heart. Happy Happy Birthday once again!!
~Magdalene~

To Theresa,
Happy Birthday to you.. It's been such a great joy to have such a great friend like you. You bring joy to me too!! =) In this special and joyful day, may you enjoy every second of it. May all the wishes come true and all the best in all things.. Continue to improve in your studies! You an A student! Believe in yourself and I believe in you too!!! Continue to bring joy to us...! Smiles...
~With love, Shella~

Hey The-Re,
Happy 18th Birthday to you... Can see that your exam results are great.. Continue to work hard for the next year. hahax.. Jia You worx.. Hope you will like the things that we prepare for you.. haha.. Lastly, have a Happy 18th Bdae celebration.. Haha..
~ From: Cui Fen ~

Happy 18th birthday to you.. Don't know you well, but just wish you a happy birthday and also all the best for your 'O' level next year.. hahax...
~ From: Trina ~

Happy 18th birthday 特丽莎!
Finally get to buy your own cigarettes. ROFL! SO PROUD RIGHT! haha.. Must act more womanly. Not young liao hor, next time old liao want to be pretty also too late. Coz old hag liao. Plastic surgery no good ( unless you want to fall to pieces and I shall go hospital visit you and do aerobics and then trip over your glucose and you die )

Last of all...
Thanks for being such a 'QUACKED' friend, or should I say 'WACKY' if you want to put it in nicer terms.. LOL.. Well, I can say I never regret getting to know all of you people! You people helped me in my education and as well as outside school. LAME STUFFS and all.. LOL!

SO, I guess we are all still waiting for the answer to this question.. WHEN EXACTLY ARE YOU GONNA TURN STRAIGHT?!?!?! ( YOU HAVE TO ANSWER )
DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO EXCUSES ROFL!
~ Ver ~

Hi The-Re,
Wishing ya a Happy Blessed Birthday! One year older lo... Heex.. Having you as a part of my life is definately a blessing to me. Cause you have indeed brighten up my days in school... =) Stay positive kays!! =)
~ With love, Yue Hua ~

Theresa Leong Wei Zhen!! Happy 18th Birthday!!!
Thank goodness! I am still 17. You very irritating la! I've to write everything in Eng jus becoz your Chinese sucks! Haiz, NVM, as I am a 好人... Muahaha!

OK! It's really my pleasure to know you, also , I am super glad to have you as my entertainer.. keke... Though every part of you is soooooooooooo idiotic!! Whahahaha!!

Haha... Somehow, I am very proud of you! Really happy for you as well as Ver. The results really prove that all our hardwork is worth it!! Continue it gal! Go ahead and pursue your dream. Saikaithrust ( obviously, I can't spell )Be really clear what you wanna do in the future. Being a Saikaithrust isn't easy. There's still a long way to go! Along the path, I am sure you'll have to go thru many many many obstacles! So, cannot be moody or give up. NO MORE CHAO KUAN! Haha..

Lastly, same Qns as Ver.. WHEN ARE YOU TURNING STRAIGHT? not trying to stress you, but really la! ASAP! really look forward to attend your wedding one dae!
hahahahahahaha =D Happy Birthday once again! ( dun know mus sae how many time lorx! SO! make sure you are really happy during birthday horx! )
~ Ting ~

Happy Birthday my dear fren!
18 liao.. One more year to face you, 5 days a week, I also don't know how to overcome this disaster.. haha.. Everyone has high hope in you, show to everyone that you actually can study de! I believe you can do even better.. And if that vegetarian dare bully you, tell me.. I will make her finish up all the animals in the poultry farm.. Haha.. Anyway, Happy Birthday Mars Man!!!
~ Lun ~

Happy Happy 18th B'Dae TO YOU! Terry :D
Hey, I don't know why, I love calling you terry. Sounded nice on you! hehe! Anyway, it's YOUR BIRTHDAY n I'm sorry I can't attend your Birthday party. I know you will be much happier having me there though we wasn't that close yet! BUT DON'T WORRY. MY PRESENSE is over there. Hehehehehehe! Anyway, enjoy ok? N hope that we can be close friend in the future :D
~ From: The pretty pretty Asmine ~
*wink*

Even though, the scrapbook you people made is out of shape and stuff, it's still beautiful. -PUKES-

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Don't play with fire and cry when you get burnt.
Look at where you stand.
If you can't afford to, don't.
If I knew this.. If I knew that..
If I did this.. If I did that..
If only I.....
if If IF...

Decisions.. Considerations..
Denoting a position..
Possibilites.. Likelihood..

Verisimilitude.. Prevarication..

2007 - Let's skip this..
Let's skip that...






















































These are so last year.
I'll get myself out of this funk.
The only way of redemption is to slit your throat but it would leave a nasty scar.
LOL!

I'm lovin' it

"I should have drove all night
I would have run all the lights
I was misunderstood
I stumbled like my words, did the best I could
I 'm hanging outside your door
I've been here before
Misunderstood"

























This fluffy hippo is from Su. It even has my name [The-Re] sewn on it. Su! You're the first person to give me something PINK.
Jo got an elephant. THANK YOU SU! =)

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The one thing that I don't understand till now.
Everyone thinks that I'll make it for my O's but I'm the only one who thinks that I can't.
My Mum keeps telling me how fat I am everyday. ' Dua Pui Chee' is what she calls me. Whatever she calls me doesn't matter. It really doesn't because I think they're funny. Things like 'carrot legs, ball of lard, elephant' etc etc. I'm really fine with it. After all, it's been years.

A few days back, she said that if there ever is a vacuum cleaner that can suck fats out, she'll immediately queue for it. So that, she can help get rid of all the fats in me. I laughed along to it because IT'S FUNNY.. The actions she used while saying it.LOL!
The names she uses on me are rather creative. She has a mind so innovational. This isn't meant to be sardonic.

Recently, the tone that she says all these stuff has changed. She expressed anger. She railed at me for being fat. It's not causing me any mental or emotional suffering. Well.. Maybe a little and ANNOYED would be it. I hate that attitude of hers. It's getting up on my nerves.

I open the door...
Take the first step into the house...
'BBbbbbbrrrr Piang Piang Bang Boom!!'
The machine gun delivers a rapid and continuous fire of bullets.

I know that whatever I'm going to say now is going to be dumb.
Whenever, I hear that screeching voice of yours, my ears hurt. You're causing me to not want to come home before you're asleep because I do not think that there is a need to let you see me. You said that the sight of fat people makes you sick and when you see them, you think of me. Then, it worsens the way you feel.
I can still smile when you say these but get rid of that anger pal!
Let's imagine you saying it like how you normally do it.. It's funny la!

You said that whether I was home or not made no difference.
I know that it does make a difference because, I'm the only one who would mess up the house. =)
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"Dad I'm big but we're smaller than small
In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all
Still every mother's child sings a lonely song
So play with me, come play with me"

"And Hey Dad
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I..."

"Son for all I've told you
When you get right down to the
Reason for the world...
Who am I?"

There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see

Look at all these people playing Monopoly. Sheesh.......























During break today, Ver,Lun, Ting & I talked about how we used to play with our Mum's make-up, stockings, bras etc etc...
Pratically, 'Kids do & say the darnest things'.

We also talked about the toothfairy.
Help uphold veracity. Toothfaires are for real. They wear tutus and have prominent upper front tooth.
Ting didn't talk much. She has no childhood. LOL!

Do you still think about the disembodied spirit of the dead frequently at night?
I used to do it a lot when I was a kid. All thanks to my maid, Ibu. My cousins, bro & I call her Ibu. I wonder how she's doing.

' Ghost like to catch NAUGHTY children like you!'
I still strongly believe that everyone is everyone's teacher. There is something that I can learn from all you suckers out there. I'm sure that there's some good in every loser everywhere. LOL!

That smile can last longer then you think.
That action may last a lifetime.
The impact you made can cause a dent.

Who says that a person can't do much?
One man can do a ten men task. It's just how and a matter of time.
One man can change another man's life. Then you have 2 men.
The two men can go change others life.
It goes on & on & on & on........................................................

Everyone's neither black nor white.
We're all grey =)

To learn from a mistake, is to first admit your mistakes.
Something like that la ar.. CHIM-CHYE

Somewhat, that would matter to a certain extent
Tonight will be a 'HEAP' night.
Anyone wants to go for a haircut? Come look me up. We can go get it done together.
Then, I can say I have 'cutted' my hair.

2weeks and 2days left. Am I doing enough? I highly doubt that I'm even near hardworking when I look at Lun,Mag, Hua and Shella.

2 more weeks of consultation and BANG!
I think it's 2 more weeks of consultation.
After the O's..
I'M FREE!!!!!! Till the day we get back our results.
IF I don't make it for my O's, I'll ditch all you people! haha.. It'll be so 'Pai Seh'..























The animal resort notebook is the second similar notebook we have. The second
picture shows the lastest notebook we 4 have. Counting down to the days of doom. It's just another 2weeks and 4 days away. Time flies. It zooms like shit.

I'm already starting to miss my pals.

Sarcasm is our way of concern towards one another. We enjoy 'Bao-Dou-ing' one another too. The hottest favourite all time............
CHUA SU TING
'CHER! You see that vegetarian.. She sleeping.'

Verne, Hai Lun & Su Ting are the well-known total DORKS (Ver, Lun, Ting)
Asmine never fails to spark up an argument with me (Arsmin Kor)
Mag seems like a Mum whenever she's with us. Nag Nag Nag (Mai de lin)
Shella treats me like a kid I think. All the hugs and stuff. (Lala)
Cui Fen makes me feel taller. Unless if she wears heels. (Fen)
Yue Hua blushes everyday. Seriously Cute! (Hua/Ah Kok)
I am of course the human in the group. They're all aliens. Why am I in a group with them? I pity them.. So, Bor Bian.. haha! (The-Re/Ah Leong)

I LOVE ALL YOU SUCKERS!
Will you people marry me? EEYER LA!

They used to be faces I associate with school. Soon, there was an arterial burst of love! LOL!

You might say something smart on your way out, but you might just as easily say something stupid.

"Every life has one true-love snapshot."
Just like Ah Ting & her 'CUTIE PIE'. Ting ar.. Regret that April Fool prank you played? Haha

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I've got nothing better to do.
Call me Ms Fatty Bum Bum!!! Haha