Wednesday, October 8, 2008
My Mum keeps telling me how fat I am everyday. ' Dua Pui Chee' is what she calls me. Whatever she calls me doesn't matter. It really doesn't because I think they're funny. Things like 'carrot legs, ball of lard, elephant' etc etc. I'm really fine with it. After all, it's been years. A few days back, she said that if there ever is a vacuum cleaner that can suck fats out, she'll immediately queue for it. So that, she can help get rid of all the fats in me. I laughed along to it because IT'S FUNNY.. The actions she used while saying it.LOL! The names she uses on me are rather creative. She has a mind so innovational. This isn't meant to be sardonic.Recently, the tone that she says all these stuff has changed. She expressed anger. She railed at me for being fat. It's not causing me any mental or emotional suffering. Well.. Maybe a little and ANNOYED would be it. I hate that attitude of hers. It's getting up on my nerves. I open the door...Take the first step into the house... 'BBbbbbbrrrr Piang Piang Bang Boom!!'The machine gun delivers a rapid and continuous fire of bullets.I know that whatever I'm going to say now is going to be dumb. Whenever, I hear that screeching voice of yours, my ears hurt. You're causing me to not want to come home before you're asleep because I do not think that there is a need to let you see me. You said that the sight of fat people makes you sick and when you see them, you think of me. Then, it worsens the way you feel. I can still smile when you say these but get rid of that anger pal! Let's imagine you saying it like how you normally do it.. It's funny la!You said that whether I was home or not made no difference. I know that it does make a difference because, I'm the only one who would mess up the house. =)---------------------------------------------------------"Dad I'm big but we're smaller than small
In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all
Still every mother's child sings a lonely song
So play with me, come play with me"
"And Hey Dad
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I..."
"Son for all I've told you
When you get right down to the
Reason for the world...
Who am I?"
There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see
[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional
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