Saturday, August 16, 2008
In my previous entry, I forgot about my dear chinese teacher Miss Chye Xiang. It kinda slipped my mind. Hahaha! I know that it's insincere but people do forget people. I forget nearly everything. My memory lets me down all the time. Miss Chye Xiang gave me a freddo chocolate yesterday! I love chocolates! Especially dark chocolates! YUM-YUM!!!! Miss Chye Xiang is very cute la! I like to touch her stomach. It's really round and big! Inside got baby leh.. Miss Dawn also got baby.. The vibe that they give out is the 'Mummy Mummy feel'. Miss Chye Xiang is the best chinese teacher I've ever had. I swear this! My mummy wouldn't be coming home today. 我的妈妈离家出走了.She had to attend some company BBQ. The manager said that they are allowed to bring their kids but my MAMA DON'T WANT TO BRING ME! Maybe, she's afraid that I'll embarrass her because I've got scars on my arm and tattoos. Or maybe, she's just afraid that I'll be bored. Maybe, I'm just a racketeer in her eyes. LOL! Delinquent, Thug, Crook, Hooligan, Mobster!! Mum once said that, in the past when people asked her.. ' What stream is your daughter in? 'Mum would proudly answer 'EXPRESS stream lor.' Perhaps, placing hope in me was the biggest mistake. Don't commit the same mistake ok? I no longer want to upset you. Even when you feel that I'm getting better, please don't trust that feeling of yours. You'll be doomed to disappointment. I'm not a nice person. I am 100% EVIL!! While I was in the bus on my way home today, I saw this boy playing with this Batman toy. He's got the whole set of Batman. Previously, I saw it in Toys 'R' Us. I also want leh! As I got older, no one buys toys for me anymore. I buy toys for myself to play with. As I got older, no one wants to play toys with me anymore. I play alone. As I got older, I still allow my imagination to run wild & free but.....As I got older, my parents nag more. The more they nag, the more I wish I was a better listener. [* I get agitated easily.]I miss block catching. I miss Hide-and-seek. I miss water guns. I still do lots of things for fun. I still love watermelon alot ar!When a wound heals, a scar would be left behind. It depends on how you see it I guess. Would it be a stepping stone or a barricade? ----------------------------------------------------------Let's try something new today.My prelims come in two weeks time ar. Then ar, after next week got the study break leh! Means that the O's coming liao la. SiBei Sian lor. Aiya.. Chim Chye la. Just do the best lor. I are study but is nothing go in to the thick skull of my one. Bor Bian leh. Don't have that O level thing ar, Chiam liao la. Ah bo,you help me take la! Za Bor like flower? I are a girl too. Me no like flower. I like grass. LOL!
* I can't bite my tongue forever
[Don't Know, Don't Care]
Growing old is mandatory;Growing up is optional
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